sweet emotions ;))

2010-09-17T09:03:00.001-07:00

bouncybouncy faster come back i miss you!hehe x)

2010-08-25T23:45:00.000-07:00

hi people!while doing research about growth of plants i actually got distracted by some articles and decided to share them!

please note that i do not own the website or any information :)

10. Cassava (Yuca)

Though not too widely used in the United States, cassava is a woody shrub that is generally found in the Caribbean and South America. When using cassava, it can either be made to be sweet or bitter. The taste, as well as the smell, all depends on the amount of cyanogenic glucosides, which are in fact, extremely poisonous. Most who prepare it like it to be bitter, as it keeps away insects and even animals. If cassava is prepared incorrectly, it can be deadly. Cassava poisoning, due to high levels of cyanide, is known as Konzo. Cassava poisoning leads to irreversible paralysis.

Interesting fact: Cassava roots are ground into a flour-like substance which is then used to make tapioca. Cassava leaves contain cyanide but if pounded into a paste with flour and left in the shade for 5 hours, the cyanide is broken down.

9. Pufferfish

Pufferfish stand to be the second most poisonous vertebrate in the world. Though you won’t find pufferfish in the U.S., many in Korea as well as Japan find some parts of the fish to be delicacies. However, certain organs of the fish, such as the liver, as extremely toxic, and can be deadly. The poison in the fish, known as tetrodotoxin, can cause numbness, high blood pressure, and muscle paralysis, which is what leads to death as the diaphragm muscles become paralyzed, disabling breathing. Known as fugu when eaten as a meal, many in Asian countries refuse to not eat the fish.

Interesting fact: Pufferfish has been made illegal to be eaten by the Emperor of Japan.

8. Mushrooms

There are about 5000 types of mushrooms known in the U.S. and about 100 of them are said to be toxic, while less than a dozen are deadly. In any case, mushrooms can cause gastrointestinal discomfort. Since mushrooms are fungi and the fact that there are so many species, it can be hard to know which are poisonous. As rule of thumb, it is usually said that any mushroom found in the wild are more than likely poisonous. One of the deadliest types of mushroom toxins is Alpha-amanitin, which causes extreme liver damage. Toadstools, as they are called, are the poisonous mushrooms.

Interesting fact: There are 38,000 known kinds of mushrooms; about 5% of these are toxic.

7. Cashews

Though really seeds and not nuts, cashews grow inside of a shell-like structure that grows on a fruit. When buying “raw cashews” in the store, take note that these nuts have actually been steamed and are not entirely raw. This is because raw cashews contain urushiol, which is the same chemical that you’d find in poison ivy. It can cause the body to have a very similar reaction to one experienced from poison oak or ivy. If a high level of urushiol is ingested, it can be deadly. Cashew poisoning is rare, but those who handle them in order to manufacture them to get the shell off sometimes experience the side-effects.

Interesting fact: Cashews come from a fruit, which in South American countries, is eaten, and the seeds (cashews) are then thrown away.

6. Chilies

You’ve probably eaten a chili or two in your life. No matter if it was an extremely hot one, or one that was pretty mild, every chili you have ever consumed has contained a chemical called capsaicin. In chilies, capsaicin is what makes them spicy and “hot.” Of course one chili won’t hurt, but if you eat enough of them, capsaicin can kill you. The chemical is so strong that it is used as a paint stripper, and it is even used in pepper spray used by police forces. In hotter chilies, such as habaneros, capsaicin can be felt on the skin if you cut the chili, as it will produce a burning sensation.

Interesting fact: Chilies are extremely high in Vitamin C. One green chili pod is said to contain about 6 times as much Vitamin C.

5. Potatoes

We’ve all heard something or another about potatoes. Whether it is the potato famine, some Irish story, or some other historical event centered on potatoes, one thing you may not have heard of is that potatoes are toxic. The stem and leaves of the plant are toxic, and even the potato itself is toxic. If you’ve ever looked at a potato, you may have realized that some turn a greenish color. This is due to levels of glycoalkaloid poison. In the past, there have been deaths due to potato poisoning. It is rare, but most happen due to someone drinking potato leaf tea, or eating green potatoes. Death doesn’t come suddenly. It usually results in weakness and then a coma. Don’t worry about having the occasional green potato chip, but do discard any potatoes that have green eyes, sprouts, or greenish skins, rather than prepare and serve them, especially to children.

Interesting fact: Potatoes make great food for astronaut! In fact in 1995 potato plants were taken into orbit on the Columbia and actually grown.

4. Almonds

Almonds, most always said to be nuts, are actually seeds and are extremely popular in kitchens around the world. Much like cashews, almonds are extremely poisonous if not introduced to some sort of heat source. It is generally the bitter almonds that need to be treated to get rid of the poison. The seeds are full of cyanide, and in many countries are illegal to sell without having been processed in order to get rid of the poison within the seed.

Interesting fact: Almonds are said to be one of the earliest cultivated foods, being mentioned in the Bible’s Old Testament.

3. Cherries

Cherries are definitely one of the most versatile fruits. You can eat them raw, cook them, bake them, and get them tart or sweet. Cherries can even be used in certain types of liquor. Despite their overall red goodness, cherries are toxic. If you’ve ever eaten a cherry and without thought chewed on the pip or left it in your mouth, you more than likely introduced hydrogen cyanide into your body. If a cherry pip is chewed, crushed, or somehow damaged, it automatically produces hydrogen cyanide. Symptoms of mild poisoning include headache, dizziness, confusion, anxiety, and vomiting. Larger doses can lead to difficulty breathing, increased blood pressure and heart rate, and kidney failure. Reactions can include coma, convulsions, and death from respiratory arrest.

Interesting fact: Cherries contain extremely high amounts of Melatonin which is good for helping and keeping the body regulated.

2. Apples

Apples are definitely a popular fruit no matter where you go. Like others on the list, and many other types of fruits, apples contain cyanide, but not in high levels. The fruit itself does not contain the chemical, but you will find cyanide in the apple’s seeds. Eating all of the seeds in one apple won’t kill you, but it’s definitely not recommended. Of course, if enough apple seeds are eaten, this means chewed and swallowed, it can result in complications.

Interesting fact: Apples float because at least 25% of their mass is nothing but air.

1. Tomato

Despite the extreme popularity of tomatoes and many countries, it is true that they are poisonous. Though the fruit itself doesn’t contain poison, the stem as well as the leaves contain a chemical known as glycoalkaloid. Higher levels are said to be found in wild tomatoes, but those grown domestically still contain glycoalkaloid. This chemical is known to cause upset stomachs and nervousness. The leaves and stem can be used in cooking for flavor, but must be removed before eating. This chemical is so powerful that it is actually used as a way to control pests.

Interesting fact: In 1893, in the U.S. Supreme Court case Nix v. Hedden, it was argued whether or not a tomato was a vegetable or a fruit, which dealt with taxes being paid on vegetbles and not fruits. In the end, the court ruled that a tomato is a vegetable when referring to the Tariff Act, but is botanically a fruit.

this info was taken from http://www.wonders-world.com/2010/03/top-10-poisonous-foods-we-love-to-eat.html

next,i always believed that transsexual can never look as good or as real as a born girl.

but guess what?i was wrong!the follow images will prove to you how some transsexual look so fantastic you could never guess they were one!D:

omg cool right?!?!?!bwahahahaha!ok shit gotta do work.bye!^^

2010-08-24T05:51:00.001-07:00

i deleted my previous post because i had cleared my mind.

maybe there is another reason why life is made that way.

for us to grow up and be strong.

the past should be forgotten.

just received a message.

in a simple message i could actually feel the menacing and intimidating action in her words.

maybe there is no need to do that?

maybe you should try clearing up your anger and start thinking why we are busy with our work?

to me, studies is very important.

i'm sorry if i can't make it.

but its not wrong thinking that studies is more important isn't it?

why is there a need to put a hidden agenda into your words to get it across?

if there is anything you don't agree with and want to say,

say and ask IN MY FACE.

at least show me some respect right?

if you unhappy with me you come and talk so much behind me so?

i can't hear and i won't hear.

and tarnishing my reputation doesn't matters to me.

because i'm still human, and i do errors and i've heard thousands of billions of mean comments already.

so i'm gonna tell you how i feel.

at least i'm showing you respect and i don't stab you from behind.

thank you.

yours truly,

amanda

2010-08-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

im sick!ugh this is by far the worse flu i ever got in months!
the flu actually resulted in my whole body aching and headache.
i also lost my appetite (UNBELIEVABLE)
faster gooooooooooooooooo awayyyyyyyyyyy
i need my health back!
i keep rubbing my nose so much that it has turned red and painful!
ughhhhhh!!!!!
thank god dad got a huge bag of tissue!
hehe
i realise that i have so many people who actually CARES around me :D
how happy is that?
we take forever to find a true friend
but how about those who may just pass our life and still made an impact?
i realised that no matter what i am never alone.
maybe i should stop isolating myself and start trusting
i may get hurt,
but as long as i know, somewhere, somehow someone cares :D
baby is so cute and fat!
3 more days to see him!
i cant wait!
hehe :D
miss him super lots!
oh god my head is damn pain now!
off to sleep,
bye peeps!:D

i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own :)

2010-07-28T08:20:00.000-07:00

为明天光良

当昨天画上句点
何不就让它悄悄入眼
看今天更光鲜
别忘了，还有明天
选，你将来的志愿
一步步，再慢慢去实现
不管路，有多远，有多险，有多倦
在那很美很炫的童话情节
我还拿着青蛙王子的剑
来披荆斩棘
去恶除奸
这甘愿画面
为幸福
为明天
梦，不一定要实现
心就会，有更辽阔空间
有想象，才能够，飞得高，飞得远
当昨天画上句点
何不就让它悄悄入眼
看今天更光鲜
别忘了，还有明天
选，你将来的志愿
一步步
再慢慢去实现
不管路，有多远，有多险，有多倦
在这无悔无怨的内心世界
我都见了美丽从容的脸
和酸甜苦辣一一尝遍
但是我情愿，为感动
为明天
痛，虽然又上眼前
泪擦干
那就会好一点
风虽然，看不见，但自由，无极限

songs do cure your heart :)
i miss fatty so much,
can i be more selfish?
i don't want him to leave me.
i want to be with him where ever he goes.
i want to stay in his arms forever :)

you are no doubt a pointless disaster.

2010-07-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

i still feel empty in my heart.
its almost suicidal.
there's so many people around me,
i just don't know who to trust.
so many who backstab,
so many who conclude you for who you are not,
so many who view you in perceptions.
i don't know who is good or bad.
i just don't want to land myself in misery.
however,
being a loner hurts in someway too.
you just feel damn quiet you only hear your voice.
i refuse to let anyone in.
i refuse to share.
because i've been hurt so many times.
everytime i see someone,
i wonder if the person is one of the three i mentioned above.
i suspect
i keep my distance.
i isolate myself.
now im alone.
no matter how much i cry.
no one will hear me.
now let me answer to myself at least.
if i am going to do the same,
will i be able to look in their face not feeling guilty?
will you?
if you can do this,
you are inhuman.
there's only one word to describe you.
so i tell myself.
im not gonna be like them and sink to their level
i can live by myself.
i cry but i stand.
im afraid but everyday i hold my step.
i tell myself,
i will be strong one day.
watch me,
watch me grow.
i will not fall.

the path in front seemed so empty and far ahead.

2010-07-26T09:59:00.000-07:00

today was such a busy day!
everyone was doing their own stuffs.
but me,
i am so pissed off now because i just realised my cutting mat and ruler is missing!
@#@#*&@$&$@##)#*@#*
i better find it tmr or i swear i will explode with anger.
fuck!
damn it.
bye.

im gonna find the culprit!

2010-07-25T09:05:00.000-07:00

hi people!
guess what?
i painted my nails a SEXY PURPLE COLOUR that grandma got for me!
she's so sweet,
sometimes she gets too over nagging, over possesive and forceful.
but she's nice if you really understand her.
you know,
everyone has their good and bad sides.
even bad people does have their good sides too.
its whether you want to find it or not.
for me,
i follow my emotions,
if i have been tricked far too many times,
i learn my lesson :)
anw, back to topic!
aww i love my nail colour!
although my nail painting skills sucks!
people like cuiyun and christabelle are fantastic nail painters,
if you want fantastic nails,
go find them!
hahahahha :DD
today i was very happy,
everyone was so nice!
huimin and i were singing to our heart's content :)
i miss darling SOOOO very MUCHH!
my cute little fatty only can msg me cause i was too busy to have dinner with him.
poor boy!
sayang my cute fatty,
i love you!hehehehehe
then for dinner we actually ate cai tao kweh!
huimin damn cute,
pronounced it as cao kweh!
hahahahaha me and yongxi over there blur.
LOL
singing rocks!
even though most of the time i sing out of tune,
but i just enjoy singing!
hahahahaha :)))))))
okay peeps.
my brother is excercising again today!
he excercises EVERYDAY
and by now at the age of 15 he already got 4 packs plus arm and leg muscles,
who want compare?
hahahhaha
im so lazy to excercise!
if only i got a teeny weeny bit of his spirit!
haha
okay,
im facebooking now!
gonnaa call cuiyun to chat.
then i gonna slp and do my sketch tmr!
who got solution for eye twitching!
my right eye have been twitching for four consecutive days already!
okay bye peeps!

i'd choose to let my mind wander than to shut it with belief.

2010-07-24T23:42:00.000-07:00

sobs, my mood is going downhill already
you know sometimes i just dowan to hurt some people around me and i agree to do sth.
but in the end im the one getting all the shit because im freaking late!
omg wtf man.
i totally regret.
i totally regret
i totally regret.
ARGHHH
words are of course easy to say,
but to sin and admit your sin is a thousand times harder.
how many people can do that?
how about you?
ask yourself :)
kk i keep it short.
my darling angry cause me nvr call him whole day.
sorry fatty!my fault dont angry ok?
hehe love you!
muacks :D

below and deep down, are humans most unknown secrets bound for eternity inside their hearts.

2010-07-24T03:15:00.000-07:00

haha im very happy today!
once in a while ( i mean for a bloody long time)
i will get gives for my brother.
today i got a gift for him :D
im happy!
did not get for dad and mum cause the things were damn childish!
i like i like~
i got a folder for myself,
okay,
a cinderella folder!!!
its freaking beautiful i feel in love with 1st sight.
despite my age,
i still love disney alot!
sorry guys i cant post the pictures cause my picture too big it too forever to load.
hmm went to SMU today to do my project.
i really enjoyed the view to the buildings around there while on the bus.
sometimes, when you start to notice the little things,
you will learn to appreciate the beauty of them :D
today i was not angry at all,
perfect!
i dragged nicole with me to get starbucks coffee cause i just couldn't don't have my favourite coffee of all times!LOL
thank you nicole for accompanying me!
life starts to feel so much better when you can see the colours :D
you know what, i think i know my style of designing if im ever gonna be an architect!
im gonna design like victorian style?
you know the huge castle like building?
yesyes thats it!
im gonna bring back history :D
and the bus driver totally failed in driving lessons today!
imagine you carrying like freaking heavy stuffs,
then some idiotic driver keep jamming break damn hard and speeding when there is a chance.
i tell you, i was holding on for dear life!
omg will you die just slowing down?

everytime i start to think,
maybe i was wrong about a person.
i wanna change that mindset that a person might actually be good,
i was always proven wrong.
when im nice,
they get over it and step over it.
im hurt.
why do they do such stuff?
when they don't need me,
i'm never on their list i bet.
now now,
i know who's there and who's not
who's good and who's bad
so i wouldn't risk getting backstabbed.
haha

oh ya i just took a quiz on fb and it says:

What does your favorite color say about you?
Amanda's result is Purple
Purple! You are a very outgoing person. You love to have that special someone in your life! And love to get what you want. You love to try new things, and are down to do almost everything. You are a flirt!!! But once you are taken u tell the others to back off! You try not to hurt anyone but then you cant take care of everyones problems. Sometimes you only think about yourself, your not that good at giving advice but u are good at making people laugh!

haha, you know despite me having friends,
its rare someone will know this side of me.
no one knows im outgoing because i never go out and never show it.
no one knows i'm a flirt but a very dedicated flirt.
if i have a bf,
i will just tell you to get lost.
i will not betray the person i love.
why?
because i try not to hurt people,
especially the person i love :D
i'm a little selfish and egoistic.
and i sucks at giving advice since im a problem kid to.
but, i love to make people laugh!
it just makes my day!^^
now you know!
does it shocks you?
well get used to it if you know me :)

my baby is going to fetch me to celebrate his ahgong's birthday!
weee i miss him!
he so fat.
and he going army soon :(
me miss him!
me miss him!
me miss him super duper much!:DD

aahhh you turn my life upside down :)

2010-07-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

WARNING!BITCHY MODE.LONG POST FULL OF RANTS AND VENTS!READ AT YOUR OWN RISK :)

have you been in a situation when you don't even know what you are doing?
have you been suppressing your feelings so much you don't know what you want anymore?
do you feel that that is supposed to me the way?
let things take its course?
i stop it.
i had enough.
i have been closed inside my own world for so long.
god knows how long?
why do i have too worry about everything?
because when i am aware,
i start to consider
when i consider,
i start to understand
when i understand i let myself become a target
something that people can shot on but i can never speak for myself
amanda,
i am solely throughly disappointed with you.
where have the brave you gone?
where have the happy go lucky crazy girl gone?
the you of that time could never let this minor stuffs affect you.
who cares about perception?
who cares about appearence?
who cares about how you think?
because not one single part of you is me so you will never understand me more than myself.
who cares about how you grown and should be MATURE because you're old?
if you want that why don't you just become so stiff and die not moving because you fixed yourself so much to rules and regulations that you TOTALLY ruined your life.
you've gone through so much,
you've learnt so much.
why let people keep thinking that you are just a kid?
why let them control your life.
my god. im such an idiot.
do you know where new things and products start coming out?
its when people think OUT of the box.
they dont plan so much that they don't have a life.
some people tell me that this may be pure stubborn.
let me tell you,
would i rather get sucked into your brainless thought or would it be better for me to think for my own so that i can answer for myself?
let me tell you one thing.
this would be the 1st and the very last time im gonna give way.
fuck you.
dont think you can step over my head just because i have mellowed over the years,
i am still me.
the same temper,
the same stubborness,
the same face.
my heart is telling me that i must do something that is why i can feel so many emotions vented into this post.
i can see my future,
my life.
i can finally reach out.
ok, with this post and releasing of emotions,
i shall aim to be a better person :)

andandand who the hell says makeup is for DAMN UGLY people!
which actress don't put makeup?
if you can't see don't assume say only when you got touch their face and feel yourself ok?
evidence is needed :)
and also, btw when ppl married never put makeup meh?
why they need to put?
because makeup helps to enhance your features and hide imperfections (like pimples)
so the face is still the same right?
i admit, we must not put on everyday,
its not good.
but simple makeup like eyeliner and lipgloss?
is more then enough to change your face.
so stop saying about thick makeup blahblahblahblah
if you don't put don't talk.
get it?

my blood boils when i think of a guy who actually said that i look horrid without makeup.
oh really?
then you damn hamesome right?
oh ya i almost forgot you were an uncle!
haha shit what is that wrinkles?
poor thing.
you know what,
im not a top beauty,
but at least i got no wrinkles,
1 dimple,
high cheekbones
and i look young!
so thank god.
im very happy already.
i count myself lucky :)
and i know i've been growing fat.
im still trying to adjust my diet.
haix so fat.
lalala should i go for fats treatment?
save time and effort!hahahaha

today time with darling was great!
i know that he will always support me from behind!
he is by far the best guy i've ever met!
so sweet and understanding.
i love him super lots!
andandand did i mention he's damn cute?
haha funny also always cheer me up when im down :)
i miss cy, jes, jx, limin.
today whole day never see them.
haix,
wonder they got miss me?xD
there's a whole lot of sweet people out there,
im gonna take my time to look for them :)
ok peeps i should be like doing work now but i couldnt control my temper and also to prevent my violent tendecy to bash ppl up.
haha!
sayonara!:DDDD

baby, i love you more than ever each day :)

2010-06-28T20:18:00.000-07:00

sometimes, no matter how i look around the world end in circles.
i see the same image, the same atmosphere and the same characteristics of people.
photography is a good way to capture a person's emotions.
music is a good way to releash emotions.
sometimes,when i start to feel lonely,
i start blasting music in my ears.
there may be so many ppl around you,
but how many do you know?
how many do you feel secure with?
im feeling a bit blue.
i dont like certain people for their characteristics.
way stubborn and decisive.
they expect you to follow them no matter how ridiculous their idea may seem.
to me, its just plain nonsense.
i just shut my mouth before i start getting into a heated arguement.
im worried for my future,
worried that i may be left out.
worried that i cant cope.
worried that people will change and leave me.
am i worrying too much?
soon darling will be going into army.
i know i will miss him alot.
maybe i can't sleep well already.
but i promise,
i will focus my energy on my work.
to get 3.5 points and above.
if not i want my portfolio to be perfect.
i want to get to a top unversity in architecture.
i want to be successful.
this is my aim :)
bye peeps.

tuesday blues.

2010-06-07T22:50:00.000-07:00

hi peeps,
just went through several blogs.
somehow i immersed myself deeply into their emotions and feelings.
it suddenly struck me.
sometimes unknowingly someone whom you don't really notice does notices you.
it makes a huge major difference.
if i can make a change in life,
i'd choose to gather back all my friends that i have lost contact with and talk to them again.
friendship dont last when you dont make an effort to connect to them.
it struck me how lousy i am as a friend to neglect ppl who was once close to me.
i am really sorry.

cute little fat baby hasnt woke up.
i really missed his voice.
even if i can hear his idiotic voice mail which irritates me to the max,
i wouldnt mind listening to it.
haha pranked me so many times lor,
im so hysterically retarded.

& how i wished time would faster fly by,
i want hols to come asap.
i want to meet up with wz and gang.
oh god, i miss them like hell.

bye peeps,
before cy starts nagging at me again.
hah!ok tata :D

2010-05-23T08:49:00.000-07:00

hi people im back!!!weee :DDD
im having a fb craze now so currently fb-ing everyday that i cant be bothered to blog.

anyway,firstly, i must apologize for jaslyn, jiaxuan and limin for not finding them today,
i know you all dont blame me,
but i have a consience and when i do things that are not right to me,
i always feel that heavy guilt.
thanks alot for being so understanding towards me anyway :D
& yay people i've got 3d max!!!
muahahahahaha this means i can just do the 3d max at home and dont need to slog day and night in sch!
yay!

& also to my cute little adorable fatty,
thank you for being so sweet and understanding to me too.
although there are times when we misunderstand,
i never liked to remember the times.
i just know that you were very sweet to always put me as priority.
you always let me have things my way even though i am real stubborn.
thanks you baby :D

to my daddy,
happy birthday again!
i know its kind of belated and to you,
birthday isn't necessarily a good thing for it means that each year,
you are ageing more and more.
however, i find that it is a day to be cherished because if you weren't born,
i wouldn't be here today.
to be able to experience your love and care you have showered on me through out the years.
to be able to understand, as time goes by that even though most of the time you never want to talk too much, each night that you stay awake waiting for me to come home safely, each day you ask me whether i got enough cash or need anything, each moment you ask me if i want to have dinner together, each second you spent with me when i was in hospital down with dengue,each hour you urged me to bath or eat if i haven eaten.
you know, there are so many things that i know you have done for me.
i just want you to know that you are not lonely in life because im always here for you even though i never say it.
if sometimes supporting our family becomes a huge challenge to you,
i wouldn't mind but stop and listen if you ask me to.
daddy, i am really glad that i have you as my dad.
i wont mind having you as my dad again and again.
i know no matter what i do i am not good enough,
because i always create problems for you with my phone bill, electricity bill, water bill etc.
but not once have you ever blamed me.
i hope that when i start working,
i can have a chance to do my part for you :)
i know i will

love is putting all your heart in for someone, and not expecting anything in return :D

2010-04-26T19:10:00.000-07:00

this is cool!
quoted from jasmine :D

a girl in love with a boy asked him for a ring,
the boy gave her a teddy bear instead.
the angry girl threw the teddy bear on the road
the boy went to take the teddy bear but was hit by a coming car and died.
at the funeral, the girl cried and hugged the teddy bear and the machine in it spoke,
'will you marry me? the ring is in my pocket'

moral of the story, always look left and right before crossing the bloody street asshole.

muahahahaha!
the end :D sayonara!

2010-04-25T07:59:00.000-07:00

im sad because baby is sick :(
baby i love you,
faster recover alright?
im here for you :D

2010-04-23T08:21:00.000-07:00

konbanwa!:D

im back people!muahahaha

im super hyper now!

today i learnt what ichiban sushi meant.

ichi- one ban- number

so ichiban = no 1!

LOL

hmmm i get very lazy to blog when i think that people are not reading it,

anyways, its also depends very much on my mood so here we go :)

like they say, actions speak louder than words

this photos will tell you what we were doing in class :D

crowded at the back

cuiyun's SUPER SIGNATURE LOOK!100% expected!

jinjin and christabelle!awww chio bu(s)!!!!!

and last but not least me!the hardworking one!muahahaha =x

yes!we were camwhoring, reading mags, talking and playing laptop!

BUT, we still did do our work ok!

muahahaha xD

and introducing yongjun's toy which i got so intrigued with!

the PEEING ANGEL!!!

look at this,

and when you pull the string,

this is what happens

......tadah!

wee its peeing!its really peeing!

muahahaha!

i kept playing with it!

poingpoing, get me one hao ma?:D

i know its lame,

but who cares?

and btw introducing one humorous picture i took of poingpoing!

man,what is he doing with that gesture?

so uncle right!agree?=x

and poingpoing's bike with two coloured lights white and red!

support singapore forever!:)

the following picture is taken for a reason :D

poingpoing, i want a real diamond ring like this ok!

bigbig one ar!:DDDD

next introducing the princess of our house!

vivi!x3

i tell you she damn pig one ok?

dont ever bring food in front of her cus she will become damn hyper lor!

but we always love that spoilt adorable brat!

cus she's too cute to resist!

muahahahah!:D

long ago supposed to be posted pictures,

dear damn cute sia!the face smile always like cramp like that,

but i still love him all the same :D

and btw dear is so sweeet!

just now i kp nagging at him to carry me.

then he diamdiam

then i forget bout it le

then later when we walking we see many cockroaches on the floor!

thn i dowan walk!

then just when i am so not anticipating him to offer to carry me,

he did!

even if it was a short distance it made me damn happy!

muahahaha

the funniest part was he over there act cool one

then carry me halfway he see one flying cockroach he run like hell lor!

hahahahahaha

so cute sia x3

deardear even though nowadays we got misunderstandings,

misunderstandings are normal,

its how we handle it.

im glad we cleared everything already :D

each time we go through one obstacles i believe our love grows stronger

i just want to say that im really fortunate to have you as my bf,

and i'll cherish every single moment i have with you.

lets walk together through the road forever x3

the best things in life are unseen, that is why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream :D

2010-04-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

i am very happy today!!!:DDD

deardear come fetch me to school!

weeeee!

this gave me a real good laugh!

next on is the world's ugliest dog!

this person actually had time to research on what it resembles the most!

oh my god...

okay people, before poingpoing start nagging at me to sleep,

i better go to bed now!

bye!

love itches where you cant scratch

2010-04-18T08:55:00.000-07:00

hello people!

guess what?

im starting school tomorrow!!!

& i guess you'd be wondering what is there to be happy about.

that is because my new subject is,

JAPANESE!

muahahaha i swear i will memorise and ace japanese so you all won't get a clue when im sprouting japvulgarities in your face!

muahahaha!!!!!

i know im damn evil!

okay, im just kidding ok?:D

im a nice girl!

and stupid poingpoing wants me to teach him japanese!

nownow, let's not get too far off, i shall focus on my studies first!

my timetable kinda sucks you know,

i still can't believe im gonna have freaking night classes everyday from 3 to 9pm!

omg i don't care poingpoing must come fetch me home everyday!

muahahahaha!

poingpoing is going to army soon,

im sad,i will miss him..

but i cant wait to see him botak head!

hahahahaha

his botak head cfm v funny one lor.

when he cut i take picture for you all to see ok?:D

wah i damn lazy to upload photos that poingpoing and i take,

wait till i got mood ba :D

love you stupid fatty!

the ironic thing of life,

yes,every lady dreams of that,

even me!

agree?

muahahahaha

your credit card is MINE!!!!!xDDDDD

oh ya & F*** THE BIRDS!

KEEP SHITTING ON ME!

SINGAPORE SO BIG WHY MUST AIM ME ONLY!

ME ALSO NEVER OFFEND YOU RIGHT!

DAMN YOU MAN!

WAS WALKING WITH MOM TODAY.

& SHE WAS HOLDING AN UMBRELLA SHELTERING US.
I REALLY COULDN'T FIGURE OUT HOW BIRD SHIT COULD STILL LAND ON MY BAG AND SPLATTER ONTO MY SHIRT.

EH BIRD!YOU REALLY WANT FIGHT IS IT!

COME LA!I DRINK RED BULL AND SHIT ON YOU MAN!

CURRENT RECORD, 4 SHITS ON HEAD, 1 SHIT ON SHOULDER, 1 SHIT ON LEG, 2 SHITS ON SHIRT OR BAG=

TOTAL 8 BIRD SHITS.(STOP LAUGHING FUCKER)

the weak can never forgive. forgiveness is the attribute of the strong :D

2010-04-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

i saw something i should'nt have seen today.
it broke my heart.

2010-03-11T06:09:00.000-08:00

imperfections of life.
i could never understand why life is such a tragic story for others.
maybe when i grow older i will understand what is life?
everyone tells me that when i grow up and become part of the world to fight and survive,
i have to tolerate.
even if the person is a downright asshole.
tell me,
how am i going to do that?
judging from the fact that i get peeved by the merest unfairness in life.
imagine,
we are all living in a world depending on each other to survive.
why is it that some people will not hesistate to kill everyone to get to their goal?
why?
maybe if we isolate them they will understand.
like what Marc said,
space can do miracles.
and now i am applying it.
i cant understand will some people just enjoy watching others suffer.
have they ever thought of how it feels like to be in their shoes?
maybe it would be better if the rich lived as a poor for one day,
a man lived in a woman's clothes for one day,
a boss becomes the worker for one day.
maybe then they will understand.
and everyone will be much nicer to each other.
& highlighting the issue of abuse case.
i had a friend told me about one of her friend being hit by her bf.
they argue and he just went wham!
then the girl ran off.
my friend told me that they were always like that
when they played they played very rough too.
and then the girl went back to him.
what is this?
what is the meaning of this?
1st thing,a couple should show respect for each other.
when playing,
don't go overboard.
maybe the guy thought that it was ok and fun to hit the girl that is why he made it a habit.
so that is also why as a couple,
they MUST draw a line.
2nd thing, no matter what in a relationship a girl always loses out.
if you know what i mean.
but girl,
you must be strong and firm in your decision.
if a guy really loves you,
he would NEVER EVER hit you.
face up to reality.
in such cases,
chances of having a healthy relationship is OVER.
i know its hard to leave someone you love.
but look.
if he could even abuse you when you are gf bf relationship,
it would be worse in future!
and even if you don't think about yourself,
think of your kids in future.
do they deserve to live an abusive life?
because if my parents do that to me,
when i grow up i will definitely disown them.
i'm sorry,
but i am being honest.
no matter what i say its still your choice ba.
just hope i can make a teeny weeny difference by posting this and making people aware of this case.
oh ya and i loved victoria's post on anorexia and bullemia on her site(you can scroll and look at her blog if you want)
for people who want to be skinny by not eating,
think again :)
met fatty and had dinner at his house just now.
i know he's tired,
but he still spend effort to sent me home.
thats so sweet of you darling :)
love you!!!
okay bye.

if i keep calling out your name will you appear?

2010-03-09T22:32:00.001-08:00

i feel like i'm being stalked.
why is it that anonymous ppl keep appearing and i dont have a clue of who they are?
shit.
i need security.
again,i repeat AGAIN
if you dont know me,
don't judge.
:)
love my cute little fatty.
he still sleeping as usual :D

when will i get a ring from him?

2010-03-09T06:43:00.000-08:00

i've got a strong sense that i am so gonna be a blogger again.
because recently,
i have been enjoying blogging indeed.
& where have the cuiyun gone after nagging at me to blog more often?
she have faded away......
hahahaha :D
i bought bbt home today.
i love bbt.
if i am given a choice i would go there everyday :)
my p1 critique 4 has just gone past.
yet why am i feeling more depressed?
the relevation of the major loading of workload piles is enough to drive me through the ground.
god.i really dread reality.
where have all the nice people gone?
my perception is starting to change on you.
will it hurt to just be nicer?
i hate that you are so false.
i hate to look at that pathetic smile on your face when you are ready to stab at others when their back is turned.
tell me,
can you be real to yourself?
stop being such a bitch.
i mean,
its okay to be mean if you admit it.
but dont try to act nice or what.
no one will think that way.
& evryone knows that they don't like you.
all except for you :)
anws,miss my darling alot.
my computer is causing me alot of problems recently.
thank god i had my super dad to help me fix the prob.
i am stressed.
i am tired.
i am worried.
i know that causes me to be an 8 headed monster who blows fire everywhere.
i will try to control my temper alright?
bear with me a little longer :D
darling almost got fined by traffic police ysd.
he had already got a fine -.-
that made me wonder,
are police organising a crackdown on illegal parking?
just to inform you to be more careful if you are driving.
there are traffic police everywhere.
& they come & go like the wind.
baby, i am such a lucky girl you know?
when you give me a sweet good night message every night you make me recall all the sweet times we've got.
i could never bear to leave you.
& yes, in my heart YOU are the most hamesome guy ever.
cause the rest will just fade behind you no matter what :D
sat wz and gangs are going to the gym!!!
she mentioned the need to burn fats
and that applies to ME
i pray i am free on that day so i can go too.
guess what?
i have never gone to a gym at all.
and i am serious.
dont gape,
your saliva is dripping already.
hello?!LOL
i miss jasmine and sy.
this year would be our 18 birthday!!!
yes!finally an adult!
i am planning to host a chalet.
still planning.
lets see my budget 1st :D
i love life.show me more colours and i will make your day :D

how could i ever live without you?

2010-03-06T22:49:00.000-08:00

am i flying a dream know?
everything seemed so perfect that it has became surreal.
my life is revolving around one person and unknowingly i have already fallen ever so deeply for him.
tell me my choice isn't wrong because i don't know if i can survive anymore when this dream is taken away from me.
tell me that in life miracles still do happen.they really do.
because once i lose that faith i'd most probably never believe in fairytales anymore.
like anyone who has been hurt again & again looking for his/her ideal partner,
i'd end up like a sober adult living in reality where fairytales DONT come true and our life has only sorrow and hurt to look about.
boy, i love you alot.
prove to me your worth :)

2010-03-04T11:30:00.000-08:00

hey guys!i just changed my blogskin.
urgh the previous one sucks and i know my picture sucks.
but bear with it and i will try to take more nicer pics to replace this ok?
haha
i have changed my song to once upon a broken heart by the beu sisters.
the song is sweet so listen ok?
i have also changed darling's name to congcong!yay from today onwards you will be called congcong!hahahahaha (cong means worm) i think i got my inspiration from maworm!hahaha :D
hmm, p1 is dangerous!it is killing people and causing them to be more stressed and upset easily :(
i love congcong x3
good night.

i never believed in fairytales until the day you came my way :D

2010-02-18T20:03:00.001-08:00

hello people!long time no blog :D
hahaha
hmm, missed my darling,
its been like 1 day that i have not seen him and it seems like weeks!
argh what is wrong with me.-.-
anws, darling is so pig.
until now still sleeping..zzzzz
im so bored with no one to talk to :(
met gary yesterday and he said i grewwww FAT!
omg.im s dead.OMG
having serious problems trying to diet.
i missed secondary school life. haix.
saw wz this morning.
omg. i missed you so much babe.
let's meet up soon okay?:D
missed jas and siying too.
i hope they are coping well with their life.
im such a bad friend :(
hope i could be there more for them when they need me.
im so deaddddddddddddddddddddd.
project 1 is gonna kill me and i pray that i pass this.
i dont wana retake!
now with cy and classmates slacking.=x
monday critique!!!
MATTHIAS!show us more mercy ok?!?!:)
i know cy miss vivi.
i know you do!hahaha faster come my house play!:D
oh ya and im so gonna kill my brother for posting a pic of me with a bad hair day!
omg i cant wait to strangle him now!
ok guys, takecares bye!

i still believe that you and i were meant to be :D

2010-01-27T10:00:00.000-08:00

please stop it.
im tired and sick of it.
we are already grown up literate people.
so do yourself and me a favour by not defaming my blog.
if it was me from last time the 1st thing i will do is get angry and upset and cry over such things.
but thank god im far over this phrase already.
i am not critising you but i hope you will be more considerate next time.
you probably dont realise it but what you are doing is cyber bullying.
you are causing hurt indirectly to the owner of this blog which is me.
i don't knw you kelly(if that is your real name btw)
i think that if your friend is unhappy she could be the one blogging herself.
why you?unless you are using a false name to create a false impression.
you surely wont want someone else to do that to you do you?
imagine if everyone does that how miserable life is going to be.
one thing i have to tell you is that this is not the 1st time someone ever did that to my blog.
i had to delete the file because it was too insulting.
why waste the time?
you could be smiling and laughing with your friend somewhere than to get stuck at the computer hating.
i can tell that you are civilised and that is why you dont use vulgar.
but one thing i must highlight is that if your friend is really hating me she must have a reason.
but whatever the reason it is if she is able to face up to the problem and tell me instead of hating, her life would be much easier.
and another problem, she dont know me and nor do i.
so how can she judge me based on whatever people say?
you will not know the truth unless you hear both parties right.
but still if the other party is your friend you will still side her right?
i may not be perfect.
but i dont live to make enemies.
and i definitely have the right to live.
so please do not do this again.
hate is a very strong word
if at such a tender age your have already learn to hate people she may not knw like this,
i can promise you in your working life you have much much more opportunities to hate.
i just dont understand.
life is so short.
why torture others and yourself?
just live and let live.
this way you will be much happier.
and thank you kelly for posting.
you are very kind to help your friend.
i hope you wont do this again.
nice to meet you, bye.

2009-10-07T08:45:00.001-07:00

and here today,i feel like blogging again :)
you know sometimes i really feel veryvery fortunate to yong you something that cannot be brought by money.
was pondering in the toilet just now,
a sudden flashback to memories that passed so quickly.
ahh,stupid.sometimes life can be so infuriating.
before you could even blink an eye,
things have already changed,
people have already gone,
time,itself,have already clocked the beginning of another day which could not be reversed again.
but i am happy that i have never stopped believing in miracles.
because everyday,will appear something that will never fail to amaze me.
darling,friends,family,people who care.
when i look at them,
the first thing that cross my mind is,
hey,why do you treat me good?
i did not save ur life nor do you owe me anything.
so why,go to the expense?
tell me,does this word unconditional exists?
this 16 years of my life have been fruitful.
to believe in something,
you must first experience it urself.
unconditional,is what my family gave me,caring for me,loving me,protecting me.
unconditional,is how your friends bring a smile on ur face,why put in the effort?
unconditional,is how opposite attracts and yet based on what condition should you put my life as more important than yours?
unconditional is a miracle.
yet undoubtly possible to me because i ever experienced it.
and to those people who made my life such a joy, i salute u.
you will always have my respect.
i will never let you down because i will live my life to the fullest.
and naturally comes the happiness.
yet unfortunately,
some happiness comes with a condition.
to me,it is not considered true happiness because it doesnt comes from the heart.
tell me,why do we always have to expect people to return good deeds we have done?
only whn it really comes from the heart then it will be valid.
why must we always force happiness on ourselves at the expense of others?
haix.
this world is just so unpredictable.*sulk
was wondering on how i have matured over the years.
my love life was never that easy.
people like me who only know how to heng chong zhi zhuang is only asking for disaster.
however,there is one sentence that i find very meaningful,
never stop loving no matter how many times you fall,because one day,you will finally find a true love. :)
in short,it means never give up!
to nicholas lee:thank you for helping me mature.even though we were never meant to be a pair,im glad you helped me find my now irreplacable MR Goh Zhao Wei :D
and stupid goh fatty,
even though we started as idiots who kept argueing and stepping on each other's legs plus loads of stupid pranks i shall not name =.= i have never regretted one moment of being WITH you.because it was so enjoyable having clashes with you :D haha!you have never let me down.
although you always act tough,there are kind of times where you sort of leak out ur weak side which is quite cute actually.haha :D looking at our character and stuffs,we might be two worlds apart,but i did not look at u with a different eye at all. to me,you are and will always be the idiot i love.haha!:D when you see this message i guess you'll be half happy and fuming ba.
im really really happy you will fall for this idiot who
1)dont really like bathing*seriously
2)have a hot temper
3)gets angry and jealous quite easily on sensitive topics :D
4)evil bully *never judge a book by its cover~!
5)lazy
6)stubborn
7,8,9,10......100......200......never ending.haha
although im not perfect,my guarentee to you is that i never take relationship as a game so i will put my all inside it!!!hehehe
okay now people,once you get so irritated by this mushy stuffs that you have went to vomit and is now very glad this conversation have ended,i would like to say good night!hehe sweet dreams!!!^^
you are now in my claws!beware!!!bwahahahaha!:D

2009-09-28T20:35:00.001-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeeee~! yesterday's bbq was such fun!thank you everyone for making my day!:D
woke up ysd with a bad cramp!so i rested till evening before going over to join the girls :D
for once, samentha's food could be eaten without having diaroahha!!!!*tested by me :D hahaha probably with the help of nicole though :X
then we bbq all the food!but there was so much that we couldnt eat finish.my fatty couldnt eat too.haha and his cooking chicken skills still must brush up!haha :D
then we played truth or dare.haha jinjin was coming out with all the evil ideas for the dare!omg so evil!haha
overall even though the time was short but i enjoyed myself alot. HURRAY for the next bbq!haha :D
in the end all of us went back in sweats and odour.LOL
anws, thank u samsam for getting me my beloved eyeliner!!!!!!!i love u!:D haha
hmm,gonna rush to work le!bb!hehe

stupid fatty is still sleeping.......roar!xD

2009-08-21T09:30:00.000-07:00

hello people!now playing the beach flirting game on y8.com :D
its so hilarious u guys shud try it!
http://www.y8.com/games/Beach_Flirting_Game
try to attract and snatch away as many guys as possible!so far i've been aiming to catch 2 of the mei nan zi but could only catch one,sigh. LOL
hmm,today i dn knw why i go sch also.
like do nth lor.
do abit thn kena distracted and lazy to do.habit liao lor.die le
even samentha can bet with me i wun do my hw until last min de
lol will i?
let's see my mindpower!jiayoujiayou!haha
oh ya btw ppl im very sry if u ever kena by me but the worse thing to do is to disturb me when i slping.
duno why everytime when i wake up my mood will be kanasai one lor.
i will be super irritated.
so pls do not disturb me whn i slping or call me wake up.
if call is best to call by hp not whn u arnd me.LOL
today woke up in a foul mood as usual.
i got so angry that i plugged out the two pin plug which i had tried so hard to put in with a pen and scissors.wth?
i got even angrier and kicked the switch.violent!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah,pathetically, i did not have a t ruler so had to borrow frm my friend :D
thanks so much man!you saved my money!haha =xx
hmm,been spending so much money already.
ahhh,when will money fly to me???????????
now waiting for cuiyun rply leh.she like disappear without a trace sia.
call me to go on oovoo thn disappear.lol
:DDD
i feel like a pig!
haha
oh i love food so muchhhhhh
btw i got a plan for future.
if i have a house, i would put up pictures of handicapped or disabled ppl.
why so you say?
this is because i realise nowadays mst of the ppl including me tends to take tings for granted.
when we talk about society, 1st ting, everyone is fighting for their survival.they want to survive because this way, they live.when you have a company, would you employ ppl who are disabled?would you employ the elderly, would you help in the yellow ribbon project?almost majority of companies do that because they want to make profit. yes,no doubt, we have to tink of ourselves.if these ppl come in, they would screw tings up.you tell me im not using my brains?now tink of urself as that person.you are disabled,unable to walk and no one wants to employ you.you feel useless, you feel depressed, you feel desperate. ppl tell u they dont want you because of ur disability.but you dont ask for it, you dont want it,everyone wants to be normal.you are looked down upon,cast aside and fate seems to be leading you to a dead end.

how do you feel?

you answer that urself,dont lie,its no use lying to urself.
for me, i would probably just give up hope of living.
yet,yet some of these ppl are so powerful,so strong,so inspiring.
i really bow to them.we see those disabled ppl finding other paths to survive, working so hard, everything that they do are twice what we do. they push themselve to prove to us:yes,they can do it. i really admire all these ppl,and i admire their parents and family who love them, care for them,support them and pull them up when they fall.family are wonderful.they can do everytink for their own,just by the word, love.

see how powerful it is?

okay guys, gonna call my bf,miss him so much.:D

life is love,love is life :D

2009-08-10T11:15:00.000-07:00

copied from mummy :D

I LOVE _______ .[ the rest are for me to know, &you to find out (x ]*CLUE: YOU :D--------------------------------------------------------
I LOVE JESSICA.
I LOVE ALVIN♥
I LOVE AMANDA.
I LOVE LARRY.
I LOVE TESSANDRA.
I LOVE WAIMAN.
I LOVE TINGZHEN.♥

aww darling mummy thats so sweet of you!hehe love you too!:D byebye

2009-08-10T10:29:00.000-07:00

hello people!
this is one rare occasion where you will see me blog two times in a day!
congratulations!haha lame..
anws,im so happy!
guess what?
my 'always have been low profile' boyfriend have posted something on his msn that i have never expected!

i wan to walk with you till the end of my life.

hoho,seriously,when i first looked at it,i thought i was talking to the wrong person.
so i checked the email again and tadah!its real!haha guess things get really weird when you start to see a guy mature.i mean,its like probably a shock for me since 4yrs plus of my life i have never seen him putting this kind of nic before?oh god.im gonna faint.haha anws,lets stop my sarcarsm and get on with the topic.

hmm,as i was looking for pictures just now, i went through some freaking hilarious pictures.there were some pictures of me trying to look nice,some pictures of me trying to find the correct angle to smile.my god,you could have laughed your ass out if you had seen those pictures.i seriously could pass off as a retard.haha so this pictures share not be divulged to you all,sadly :D
then i went through some photos that brought back memories..do you guys still keep your ex or ex crush's photo?it doesnt seems to hold much importance to me now whether i have them or not(remembering the times where i'd just drool over their pics and stuff*im kidding)hmm..but somehow deleting them would be a pity also,thus temporary i've decided to keep them.i still recall how i got the 1st photo of my stead.we decided to exchange photos.until now,i still could not understand why i agree to take a retarded photo to give him.urgh*extreme disgust with myself.to those who are currently having a crush,how heavily crushed to him are you?maybe just like?or those who go to the extreme to digging his table after sch and checking all his friend's photo just to get a picture of him?huhhuh..as for me,i will not tell you!bleah =p imagine there's this guy whom you really really love.you are presented with a chance to go overseas to get a degree for 5 years.this degree can make a huge difference to your life.would you temporary put aside your guy and go for the degree,or would you give up everythink for his sake?i admit, its very hard to make a decision because the 5 yrs apart is a very long time.anything could happen.but always remember that if a guy really loves you,he would not stop you,but motivate you to go and study.because this way,he is thinking for you.and imagine,if you could tolerate 5 yrs of time to be together,your feelings are strong and tough.it would not be easily broken. :D
now recently i admit i having been slacking alot.i actually found myself reading people's blog instead.oh god. D: on to the topic of homework.when i started printing,for now reason i started to blank off.help!pull my concerntration back to studies!now on to a very typical topic on fat.what do you call fat?excess meat?yes thats me.i've been growing fats out of my body.and yes,im currently in a foul mood over excess fats.so do not disturb me.i repeat,DO NOT DISTURB ME!oh ya and nicole,you are so thin!not fat can!i wanna exchange my body for yours :(

ok,on with my work!bye!:D

'we find beauty not in the thing itself but in the patterns of shadows, the light and the darkness, that one thing against another creates' Tanizaki

2009-08-09T21:15:00.000-07:00

hayden panettiere :D
she's hot and pretty :D

hey guys,im back to blogging!
haha now eating porridge that papa made for us :D
ysd was national day and darling came over for dinner :D
however,the experience wasnt very nice D:
anws,happy belated birthday to both wenqing-9 aug and estee-8 aug!
may you all be blessed with a happyhappy life!hehe :D
im currently chionging work now,
horoscope have currently told me that today is the best day to do my work.
hoho!
ok then guys,i shall leave u now!bye!:D

2009-07-23T22:19:00.000-07:00

boo people!i am back to blogging again!

sorry that i neglected my blog!

im just so lazy!

haha grandma knitted a scarf for me today!

aww isnt it sweet?

hmm,gonna meet dear later!

yippee!cant wait!:D

btw just now i watched a mv and cried like hell.to watch,go to google and type,

always online :D

there will be a mv on top.

its so sweet lor,

shall not spoil the fun by saying what happens,

go see it yourself!:D

and out of my boredom i took a picture with the dog to post and photoshop several same copies of it!haha :D

original picture

edited 1

edited 2

edited 3 :D

okay gonna go prepare to go out le!bye!:D

2009-07-21T18:17:00.000-07:00

hello everybody!:D
today is raining but i am feeling very happy!
i dont know why sia.
probably because all my work load is gonna be gone today!
yay!!!!
hahaha :D
all the best for fatty's prac today!jiayoujiayou!
te ba bin will support you!hehehe
now drawing ferris wheel..
wow i love the drawing sia.
next time got chance show you guys okay?
haha gonna meet yunyun coldcold and samsam later!
^^
oh ya got one thing to rant!STUPID AUNTIES!WHY YOU SO KIASU!KICK YOUR STUPID ASS AND THERE YOU GO!OFF TO PLUTO!HAHAHA BYEBYE!^^

sometimes,its hard to look away

2009-07-09T19:12:00.001-07:00

omg!i've neglected my blog for too long!haha sry guys.
was super lazy to blog so well..
hmm..
this module is a relaxing module..
i like it!haha :D
btw today at 6.30pm i will be going to the singapore art museum w my class and tcher..
gonna charge camera 1st!!!
hmm....
oh shit.i dont knw what to say..
erm.okay i shall stop here!haha :D bye!

little miss stubborn+little mr patience :D

2009-06-05T19:24:00.000-07:00

hey girls,

omg..kim bum is so cute!!!=xx

agree?hahaha

roar!haha dear don't get jealous!=xx

having tons of hw to finish..

still thinking of how to get everythink done on time

while still finding time to spend..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i'd definitely have sleepless nights!

miss the te ba bin!:DDD

hehehe okay guys,

i shall officially end this post n continue with my work.

muahahaha!BYEBYE!

it takes alot of effort to master the courage to say,I LOVE YOU :D

2009-05-30T23:56:00.000-07:00

i got in i got in i got in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omgomgomg i was like emo-ing the whole day cus i thought i didnt get in

but i did!

yippee!!!hahaha =xx

okay guys, im now at the library with cuiyun slacking while she is doing hw 0.o

so hardworking hor.

let you see the picture we took

hohoho we photoshop it!okay,off to do work le.

byebye!^^

2009-05-11T17:54:00.000-07:00

boo im back!muahahaha!
btw guys,
my hair is 100% natural and real with vitamins and minerals =.= just kidding
hahaha lame lor sounds like advertisement sia.haha!
v funny lor ysd wnt sch n nicole asked me if i extend my hair cause it seem v long
& cuiyun agreed it looks fake!
ROAR!!!!
it real okay?:DDDDDDDD

& dear is really a pig!hahaha =xxx slp until cant wake up de lor..lols opps i might die for posting this..

anw,thats all folks!i knw its short but i need to submit my work so chionging now :DDD byebye!^^

2009-05-07T07:58:00.000-07:00

boo ppl!felt like updating the pics frm ysd ^^
we camwhored in class all the way!LOL
& tis time,we tried using different effects,
so pardon us if our pics arent THAT amazing :D

here we have cuiyun & samentha!with nicole hand behind haha!

samentha & nicole!now i love the pic,they look so sweet ^^

thats the problem with this effect.your cheeks will be like pufferfish =xx

wee!!!!frm left cuiyun,samentha,kartika,me,nicole (why are my arms so fat!?!)

verna,kartika n me =D

this is nicole on her hp,haha candid!

me & samentha =)

due to certain reasons i had to edit this pic..

two chiobus!woah..drools =xx jkjk!

aww samentha look pretty can!:D

nicole the helpful girl ^^

this is my ama!haha jkjk..she's a really nice buddy!^^

now me camwhoring myself *pig faced

i dun knw,it looked so candid i loved it =D

im trryying to SMILE ><

DAO.

hoho i caught you candid!nananipoopoo!hahaha this is dear on the cab =DDD

okay peeps,thats all for today!hahaha the pics are funny =xx

i want my prince to sweep me off my feet & bring me to lalaland!haha :DDD

2009-05-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

btw guys,i just changed my blog song to

Corrinne May - Beautiful Seed

You can fill the darkness with just one flash of light
Break the the silence with just one word
Warm the fire and start a revolution
One that can save the world

On the steps of Washington sprinkled like confetti
Thousands of people sing "We shall overcome!"
The preacher shouts, "Let freedom reign!"
He gave his life for what he believed

You can be a witness
You can be a prophet
You can make the whole world believe
Break the strongest fortress
Change the way the world thinks
You can build a bridge where foes can meet
Hope for the future
Shout it, don't whisper
Dreams are what make them to be
There is hope in every heartbeat
Tiny as it seems
You're a beautiful seed

She's a pastor's daughter
She's only sixteen
But her heart and her belly are breaking at the seams
Her boyfriend blames her
He want to pay for the doctor to wash it away

As she lays in the hospital
A Christmas choir is singing
About a child in a manger fragile and small
"Unto us is born a Savior"
She looks at her baby and cries
As she sings him a lullaby

You can be a witness
You can be a prophet
You can make the whole world believe
Break the strongest fortress
Change the way the world thinks
You can build a bridge where foes can meet
Hope for the future
And the tiniest whisper
Dreams are what make them to be
There is hope in every heartbeat
Tiny as it seems
You're a beautiful seed

Every hope, every power lies in the heart of a seed that flowers
Intertwined all across the land
We're all seeds in the Maker's hand
Every hope, every power lies in the heart of a seed that flowers
Intertwined all across the land
We're all seeds in the Maker's hand

powerful vocab ar?=D
i love her songs!=D enjoy!^^

2009-05-05T06:11:00.000-07:00

BOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
guys im back!!!
in a crazy mode!
HAHAHA
okay not exactly THAT crazy but crazy enough..
HOHOHO
hmm,today was usual
watched the show on bauhaus..
it was on sth bout the bahaus sch.
quite sad story on how they were opposed and seen like a weirdo by the ppl then
for gods sake,they were inventors,not monsters!ROAR!!!!!!!!!!
anws,i realised their inventions were quite similar to our inventions now
perhaps ppl got inspirations from them?lol
oh ya thn they was tis film from one of the designers
it was artistic,if not to mention the gore and perverted scenes..
it was so disgusting to see the eyeball kena cut lor.and stuffs spilling out of it.eeww
then got anther part which portrayed the girl breast kena touch by the guy.
wow,to film the film you really must be open lor
this reminds me of the film we watched ysd
it was called room with a view
i dont know how ppl lived in the older centuries trapping themselves with all those strict rules on how you shud behave
i mean,not to the extend that includes naked boys running all arnd the pond
& i really mean NAKED.wth.lol
but actually certain tings like looking out of the window also cant if not ppl can see you?
pls lah.so bo liao lor.you also not super attractive right.
like stand at window everyone will look at you like that =.=
okay,im getting too critical.let shift the subject =D
later we went to eat at the engineering sch
then we went to the library.
hey i found out that samentha's liking was like at least 90% similar to me?
hehheh cool sia.
we both love horror movies but get freaked out after watching them,
we both dream of being a future architect
we both wished we could go overseas to places like japan,barcelona to observe their beautiful art pieces
we both are short tempered
we both cannot stand violence and gore
theres more but im so lazy to type.haha
cui yun's not feeling well today,recover soon kay?haha =D
did i mention i ate so much snacks?
well yeah i did,
i ate marshmallows and 2 packets of chips after my lunch.
god,i must have been too hungry i din eat last night
i just went home n plonked on my bed to slp
but i did bathe okay?im not smelly!!!haha =)
okay then later chat with nicole.
wow we really chat alot lor,for few hours if im not wrng
lol
hmmmm.........
ehh i run out of stuffs to say...
okay,off to eat apples
want some?
dont worry its not poisonous
my saliva would be though.
haha thats sick.
okay bye!=DDDDDDD

missing the big fat pig xDDDDDD im gonna be dead for saying this =xx

2009-04-29T08:30:00.001-07:00

ROAR ppl!!!!!!!!
gonna chiong finish all my assignments :D
now im missing the carefree life,
& i've got muchmuch lesser slp than u ppl cud imagine.
yearning for more slp!

to my darling,
i knw i've neglected you over my studies,
im so very sorry..
hope u not bearing any grudge over it ba..
give me time to catch up and adapt k?
i'll try my best to spent as much time w u as possible!:DD
love you!^^

when i look arnd me,
i see so many kinds of ppl.
different attitudes,behaviour,looks,attire,goals & so on.
life is so short,yet so intriguing,don't you think so?
sometimes looks don't really tell you who the person is.
sometimes actions speak louder than words,
sometimes words can pierce ppl's heart without you knwing it.
sometimes tinks may not go the way you want it to be.
sometimes rainbows appear after a heavy rain storm.
i wouldn't mind looking down at ppl living tis life.
but putting myself in it makes tinks so much more complex.
i want to cherish all the time i've got here,cherish all those arnd me,cherish my education opportunity,cherish the wonderful life i've got,cherish myself for who i am.dont ask for too much,just live like you've never lived before.
now,that's CONTENTMENT ;)

okay peeps!im off to do my work!bye!:DD

2009-04-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

I LOVE KOGA,THE DESIGN SCHOOL & EVERYONE THAT BELONGS TO IT!^^

this is how i felt aft our camp X.
as a matter of fact,
i was very amused that the camp went on so well for us & in that short 4days 2nyts,i actually cud memorise all my koga group members name!haha =D
& i also made frenx!!!!!!!!!
the camp was so awesome & fun,
but SUPER tiring..
well,guess it was worth it after all :D

i dont know is it my eyes that are playing pranks on me but i have been receiving emails from facebook non stop.its spam you know!& a hell lot irritating..we should find a way to stop that :)

met dear ysd,& we went to tm to buy my favourite TAKO PACHI before going to joo chiat to have the feifei noodles just because i felt like eating it..it was really sweet..now,how many guys would make the effort to go so far just to accompany his gf to eat her favourite food?im so blessed,honestly :D my honey is a RARE CATCH!god,i feel like i've struck lottery.hoho ^^

stayed at home today..i photocopied my papers cus they were all crumpled into pieces of salted vegetables..haha you knw the word kiam chai?this is the translated english version :D after wich i went to the bird place to drink some tea n have bread w my dad n bro.its some place whr we often hang out =D

im feeling abit nervous tmr.i dont knw why really,maybe im just tired.
i haven packed my stuffs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my god.gonna pack n slp after typing this =DDDD

oh ya btw sometink else to share,
when we went to sentosa that night,
i took photos of some tree lightings n when i checked them,
there was tis human figure in one corner.
i cud swear i did not see anyone at all when i took it okay,
after which i freaked out n deleted the picture.
so my note to u ppl,
never ever take pics at night!
you never will know what you will see in ur picture.

okay,gonna go off alr,damn tired n i have to reach sch by 7.45 tmr,
meeting some members of the koga =D
byebye!

there are some flaws ppl have that may be imperfect,but it may seem perfect in the eyes of those who love them :D

2009-04-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

awwwwwwwww..
woke up with a dry & sore throat today. :(
it was much better compared to ysd though,
my throat was painful when i swallowed my saliva.
ROAR,guess i ate too much junk food =xx

anws,i had two *amusing dreams,haha
the 1st one included an emperor who got angry with me and sent pineapples (note that the pineapples are already cut and have no thorns!0.o) to chase me.
instead my dog started running after them to eat them up =.= my SAVIOR!hahaha
the 2nd one was about my class having exam* and then there was a huge board displaying our names and our scores.the next thing i noticed was that everyone was like giggling and stuffs.then i stared at the board and saw below my name was another name: kidamanda (wtf?!?!) LOL.& the person who did that was..ZIBIN!haha =.= then i got angry and we started fighting.when my PRINCE appeared & stopped all the nonsense..aww thats so sweet!haha ^^

i miss everything in sch,my class my lessons,even books!
why is it i dont feel this way when im in sch?
hmm....

i miss my buddies n my prince too!
they make my life crazy & colourful!
roar!!!!i miss too much.

anws,im supposed to be in bed now!
recuperating!!!
haha okay then,off i go!

there a beautiful world out there..x3

2009-03-25T05:48:00.000-07:00

Corrine May-Angel In Disguise =DD

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed and
dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'
Oh~ But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
And I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea
Oh~ But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side
Oooh~~
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise
I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new

hey peeps!=D i love corrine may's voice!;DDD
currently feeling HAPPY!!!hohoho =D
dear's out today for a wedding dinner today =D
i miss him!^^
racking my brains for a day when wz victoria & me can bake COOKIES!!!!hahaha okay here i am going off,byebye!

you can make a difference :DDD

2009-03-22T22:26:00.000-07:00

hello!im back to blogging again!hohoho

went out with jas and siying like last week and this is a blurry picture of us..hahaha

the WEIRD ghosts =.=

hahaha =xx

anws,jas was the joker of the day sia..

we did alot of crazy stuffs and kp laughing at each other

esp the ice cream stuff was damn funny lor.haha =xxx

jas!!!!im so gonna kill u for spending lesser than me!you were the one who wanted to buy clothes but end up i buy more..lol =xx

oh ya here's the pics that me & yul took during our shopping spree!=DD

the stuffs we brought..crazy?hahaha

me&yul eating!!!!^^

our food!!!!!!=DDD

haha anws we had a great time!=DD muahahahaha

wnt out with dear ysd!haha its been a long time since we went out on a date!^^

we wnt to buy takopachi!!!x3x3 thn dear brought some egg tarts and some other snack i duno what it called but it was nice..then we go starbucks and he brought drink so we shared =DD went to watch street fighter the legend of chun li at the cathay =DDD

haha the shows not bad lah..but abit sad leh..ppl kp dying sia..=(

here are some of the pics we took!;D

before sunset ;)

after sunset ;) *i knw the pic's blur

aww..isnt this boy cute?;DD

the pretty street lights at the cathay =D

anw,i have sth for everyone to see

spotted this beautiful rainbow frm my house the day before..this is to tell u guys that life is full of up & downs.sometimes things keep sliding downwards and you think that thats the end,you will never see the light again.but dont forget that after a heavy downpour,rainbows can appear..bad things dont last forever..look at those normal ppl who suicide after suffering a defeat.have they actually spared a thought for those who care about them?have they ever realised that they are how many times luckier than those disabled ppl and how these ppl would wished they had arms or leg or a healthy life that these foolish ppl throw away?yet those disabled ppl are the ones who does miracles..i hope this will help those ppl arnd me to cherish themselves and those arnd them..its your choice,not others. :)

last but not least,this picture is specially for my dear ;DDDD

foo!does this pic rings a bell?hahaha =xxx

okay peeps,im finished with my blogging!see you next time!=DDD

sunshine after rain :DDD

2009-03-19T22:11:00.001-07:00

hey ppl!its been some time since i last blogged..
feeling lazy sia..haha just took a personality test,lets look at the results:

your view on yourself:
you are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. you are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (okay this is true but not everyone will like straightfoward person honestly =.=)

the type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:you like serious, smart(this is WRONG!:x) and determined people. you don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.(err,not really..haha) this makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

your readiness to commit to a relationship: you are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. and you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (hey this is right!=D)

the seriousness of your love:you like to flirt and behave seductively.(what the hell?!?!?!*aghast) the opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. but how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (=.= now dont trying spoiling my relationship IM SERIOUS!=.=)

your views on education: education is very important in life.(=D) you want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (for a better future!^^)

the right job for you:you have plenty of dream jobs (true) but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular.(i finally found one!) you need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

how do you view success: you are afraid of failure(this is freaking true) and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. don't give up when you haven't yet even started! be courageous.

what are you most afraid of: you are afraid of things that you cannot control.(yupyup =xx) sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (sometimes...=x)

who is your true self: you are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. people ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.(mst of the time..><)

okay!end of my personality test!hohoho go to this website http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx for your own personality test and post it on ur blog alryt!so ppl can understand you more =D

hmm,gonna go sch n help ms kwek later..see you nxt time!byebye!^^

2009-02-10T07:52:00.000-08:00

hello guys!sry for being ''missing'' for some time bcus im too lazy to blog..hohoho =X

alot of tings happened tis few days..how time flies..in a blink of an eye,all of us have moved on to poly or jc alr..its kinda sad to leave this memories n freaking scary to tink how fast we are growing..in another 3 or 4 yrs some of us would have started working alr..crazy world.

ysd dear was very sad..that idiot!how dare he cheat my dear's trust in him.he's totally incorigible can.but im glad to see that he's feeling happier now..me too!^^

this saturday would be valentines day!x3
to people out thr,share ur love with everyone! :)
i just wan to say
to my prince:thanks for being thr for me,showering me with love,making me laugh,creating surprises for me..and so on..i knw all tis requires the heart to do it.n u really put in ur all,love you dear!:D
to my parents:thanks for nagging at me,buying stuffs for me,teaching me what is right from wrng,protecting me,loving me and forever being there for me..i really cant do without you guys.love u papa n mama! :)
to my buddies:thanks for all the encouragement,happy times we had tgt,for being so childish and funny,for cheering me up when im sad and many more..love u guys!:D
to my piggybro:for all the crazy times,sharing of secrets,care and concern,listening ear..although ur words may be blunt at times,bt u are a very nice person,you really are.love u didi!:D
to my family:thanks for all the ups n downs we've been through,the enjoyment of each others company,the laughter you have all created,the strong bonds we had and for loving me for who and what i am..i love u too!
to other ppl whom i did not address:thanks for being in this world and making this world such a vibrant and colourful place to stay in!hahaha(lame =.=)

haha anws weizhen wud be coming sometime to bake cookies with me!yay!!!!
HOHO
and and and, sunday is our class gathering,it'd b great seeing everyone again!^^

today i was quite pissed with the superior..but nvm..giving me more work means more $$$!bleah!=p hehe

okay,half my brain's snoring away liao..thats all folks!gd bye n gd nyt!wishing you guys earlier a happy valentines day!!!!!!spread the love alryt!gd nyt!!

im starting to miss the pig..opps =xx haha

2008-12-26T21:31:00.000-08:00

okay guys!im finally back to blogging :DD
1stly,i want to thank debbie,wenqing,sakshi,weizhen,dear and many others for making a birthday a beautiful n memorable day :))
thanks everyone for ur birthday greeting and stuffs!:DD
2ndly,i want to thank my two very best fren jas n sy for celebrating my birthday w a sweet birthday cake wich i didnt get to eat in the end bcus i 4gt to take it home n alot of crazy times at the pasar malam..haha(we did really make a fool of ourselves xD)
3rdly,i want to thank my family members for celebrating my birthday at swensens with a ice-cream cake.hohoho..i wan to thank my piggybro especially for giving me $30 to spent!it was a really sweet thought from him :DD

24 dec:
i ws working half day bcus i wanted to earn more.:DD
nevertheless,working ws fun bcus i got so many chocolates frm my collegues including one towel n a tissue holder..haha dear was worried i would get fat n made me promise not to eat so much chocs.=(
25dec:
celebrate christmas at orchard w dear and his cousins.his cousin very funny.lol :))
26 dec:
wnt out to parkway to shop..bought 3 tops,1 shorts,1 jeans and one shoe =DD
27 dec:
slacking whole day......................................................................
28 dec:
miting w jas n sy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

oh ya,n if u guys got the time,listen to corrinne may's song..they are all very pleasant to the ears n she'e got powerful vocals :DD

okay thats all..bb!

mum always tell me:dont cry over spilled milk :)

2008-11-17T02:24:00.000-08:00

:)) its a beautiful day!
begining my job tomorrow;;
no life. :(
two weeks,and i'll be off on a shopping spree!
hehe

sometimes you don't need the whole world to be happy,
just your family,friends & a little touch of love can make your day :D

imstartingtofallforyou,ireallyam.ohgosh.

2008-10-24T04:14:00.000-07:00

i need space.i need luck.i need blessings.i need hope.i need dreams. :)

& i'm so gona kick ur ass until you disappear from my view. :)

2008-10-23T04:01:00.000-07:00

today was geog paper :0
we were supposed to write sth on the government's effort on food production with the aid of examples.
& i actually blanked out on the countries part.
so i hope & pray hard that i can at least score some marks without those examples.
its an 8 marks at risk!omg...

as usual,i tried scaring dad today by jumping in front of him from behind the wall.& apparently as USUAL he wasn't freaked out.is he totally emotionless or what?!=.= maybe i shud change my tactic to something else that's not so common.halloween's coming along with babe's birthday!hehhehheh.. ;))

anws im currently in love with this song :))

love story-taylor swift

we were both young when I first saw you
i closed my eyes and the flashback starts
i'm standing there
in a balcony in summer air
see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
i see you make your way through the crowd
and say hello
little did I know
that you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
and I was crying on the staircase
begging you, please don't go
and I said
romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
so, I sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
so close your eyes
escape this town for a little while
cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
and my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
but you were my everything to me
i was begging you, please don't go
and I said
romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
romeo, save me
they try to tell me how I feel
this love is difficult, but it's real
don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
i got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you is fading
when I met you on the outskirts of town
and I said
romeo, save me
i've been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you, but you never come
is this in my head
i don't know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
and said
marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all I really know
i talked to your dad
go pick out a white dress
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
cause we were both young when I first saw you

its damn sweet lor..hahas okays gtg study le,byes!

i'd choose laughter to break the silence. :))

2008-10-09T04:45:00.001-07:00

hey guys!i finally changed my blogskin!hoho

2008-09-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

i am burnt today;
i am burnt today;
i am burnt today!!!!!
x.x

currently laughing to myself at this crazy conversation with someone whom i shall not mention since ahem specially requested for it.hahaha

worm:how should i describe the dog?
me:erm you can say that it has crooked nose,crooked teeth n red body
worm:but how can u tell that the dog was raped?
me:*stun
worm:unless the whole body is covered with semen
me:*omg!0.o
me:erm actually,i was saying RED not RAPED
worm:huh?oh!*blushes
me:hahahahahhahahahahahaha!BIANTAIBIANTAI!

the end :))))))))))))))))))))))))

you know,sometimes tings are just fated to be.
like how you kp banging into the person you like ;))
so i wish you all the best!^^

i miss agong.sometimes things seems so ironic.
one moment you were just happily watching tv,
the next moment you were gone.
i couldnt listen to olympic & national day songs anymore,
it made me cry.
those were supposed to be happy days,
yet those were one of the most heartbreaking days of my life.
occasionally i would tink of u n cry.
i pray you are happy up there.. :)

haven even o lvls yet all of us worry about prom.
must make hair,buy clothes,buy shoes,buy jewellery,buy makeup etcetc
cant imagine where i would get all the money from =.=
hopefully it dont clash with my aunt's wedding bahs,
she told me i'd be the bridesmaid,yay!!!!LOL
my cousin should be marrying next year too..
muahahahaha wedding bells ringing..tingtingting! ;DD

mummy just vomited just now.
then i nagnagnagnagnag from upstairs to downstairs to toilet then in the end she go cover her ear.
hello,for her own good okay!
duno how to takecare of her health one.
tsktsk

piggy bro looked like an alien today lor.he go put water then seperate his hair in the middle then pull it all up.look like two fillers leh.like alien right?then he sumore want go sch in that hairstyle.i say very weird,he find it cute.then he leave it lidat.aiyo,even my dad also keep laughing =.= oh ya then hor got another time he comb his hair all down.look like ah wang.hahaha cus his hair in front straight n short one lor.weird sia he tsktsk,none of my business.haha

that's all folks! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
& i shall end the day with lots of hearts & kisses!
byebye!

dear heart,i met a boy today.prepare to shatter. :)

2008-09-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

current mood:fat :((

yes,i do admit i was fat before.
okay,not overweight but almost arh,
miss by a teeny weeny bit.
im embarrassed to say..=xx hahaha
n that mushroom hair!omg =.=

there's so many tings to say,,
but none of it that i feel like writing..

anyways,
i've been bitching so much nowadays,
im down with a sore throat that's painful when i swallow my saliva.
im not too pleased with it,
hope i dont lose my voice =//

its weird how ppl can make their blog so interesting n you can read it just like a fantasy.
mine's not perfect,
but i still love it all the same..hahaha

ermx nth much to tok about le.bb!!!!

silence is a beauty,,when the whole world seems to be shouting. :)

2008-08-27T08:52:00.000-07:00

boo!
im back with dnt stress!!!
dont nd to slp liao.
i did something damn stupid today lor.
roar!

took out my fav ring in boredom.
haha yeah,its like a crown.
thats y i like it :D

today exchange gift.
duno why everytink wnt wrng leh
all the ppl give to the wrong ppl one.
hahaha
anws,
this what i got from shirong

is this a primary school clothing?0.o

lols d&t arh!
1 more day,few more hours.
gtg chiong.
bb!

im a good girl with alot of bad habits ;))

2008-08-26T08:40:00.000-07:00

yawns,
feeling damn slpy..

its kinda ironic how "happy ppl" often commit suicide.
like duno who who created the song ''dont worry,be happy'' & suicide?
& the comedian jim carrey who actually suffers from depression?
anws,it is said that clowns are the saddest creatures on earth.
most clowns hide their sadness behind that smiley face that brings joy to others.
not me however,i hate clowns.
is kinda sad how this ppl cnt even make themself happy bt actually tried to make others happy.
is this their act of contentment?
or seeing others happy makes them feel like they could actually feel happier?
well,i guess i'd never know.

& spammers are my limits.
i dont see what they enjoy cursing others man.
cant wait to dump their head into a pile of cow shit.
roar!
its like they seriously got a mental problem lor.
what do they gain at all.
& pls lah.
do they tink that evryone they spam are like so kind & let them spam?
if they tink so they really need a brainwash.
aniwaes,
i've got a very funny scenario of a person who spamed my jie.
i tink so many ppl kpt scolding that person(including me)
& she kpt blogging curses to the person that the person finally admited who she is.
wellwell,good luck to u arh.
cause if i were u i wouldnt admit it & put myself in the risk of getting whack.
haha

im not angry anymore alryt.
so dont tink too much bah :))

hmms thats all,bb!

& when i close my eyes,i could almost imagine you;;right beside me :D

2008-08-23T18:56:00.000-07:00

d&t is the killer!ROAR!

okay off to get more slp..

dreams have a way of coming true more beautifully when dreamt by two :))

2008-08-22T01:53:00.000-07:00

its been four days since i last blogged

i dont know if im like suffering from a serious mental sickness or some totally incurable brain disease..
my mind keeps going back to the past
when i want to hold the things beside me to myself the more it seems to slip off my finger.
i seriously dont know if what im doing is right anymore.
i dont feel happy when everyday i go home & see tear-strickened face.
i dont feel happy when i realise that the person i've been living with for like ten over years in my life is suddenly gone
i dont feel happy that the person who used to bring me to school,wait outside the toilet when i bathe too long or nag or even ask me if i have eaten almost everyday is suddenly missing from my life
i dont feel happy when the house suddenly seems so empty
i dont feel happy when i realise that everyone else is trying to be strong & live their life but normal but here am i still lamenting in the past.
& so i tell myself,
please be strong.

anyways,
im glad i managed to like scrap through the exams.
haix.
o lvl is coming in one month's time.
& this results are not going to get me anywhere :(

now for some self reflection.
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done!

haha =.=
gona sleep.
bye!

i am the author of my life.unfortunately,i am writing in pen & i can't erase my mistakes :(

2008-08-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

roar!
sians got sick of my skin alr,
so fast.
but lazy to change lor.
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn bored:
blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
hehheh.

played badminton w pris & guys 2dae.
urgh,i really sux man.
the ball kept flying off my head
& when was the last time i played badminton?
days?no
weeks?no
months?maybe
year?u nvr know
roar.
i need a hell lot of practice more.
i meant it ;/

oral today!!!!!!
i was so nervous lor.
the invigilator kept laughing & smiling at me.
hey i was getting real scared cause i didnt know if they were smiling & laughing because they were happy with what i said or they probably were laughing at me being ridiculously stupid.erm,hope not.haha.
i recently kp reading bk.
ysd read two books.
today read three books.
i will be getting sick of it soon bah.

uhhh...
cant tink of what to say le.
my BRAIN NEEDS A REST!
byebye :DDDDDDDD

i wana be the reason for the smile on your face ;)))

2008-08-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

foo!
hmms im back..
alot of sad stuffs happened in my life recently.
but we have to continue with life don't we?
so the most important thing is to be happy & cherish those arnd u :)
here's some pictures i wanted to upload earlier:
8 august!THE BABES!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

glenda & qing :)

bibi & estee :)

happy birthday to estee!

the 'pro' cutting the cake :00 hohoho

the wonderful cake with a candle stuck on the side =.= ROAR!

the F.B.I who came to visit :)

the sleeping beauty

so cute!:D

the hungry pig! :D

on my journey to macdonalds :))

oh ya something that zhen & me created

please maximise to view =D

some of my fav pics i found online in boredom..

awww..so sweet :)

dark angel :D

heh heh heh.very photographic

simple =D

yawns.
im tired..
go slp le.
byebye!

its a beautiful night.the stars are shining,the street lights are glowing.& i know,i know that somewhere afar,you will be watching over us,blessing us in whatever we do. :)

2008-08-04T01:05:00.000-07:00

im back!
sometimes i really feel that im blessed in some way.
cus when tings go wrng for me,
something else will happen to help me.
haha.
like my guardian angel?=.=
anws,
cant w8 for hols!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im super bored with studying studying studying.
hmms,
hope for a better tmr bahs :DD

itisbychancethatwemet,butbychoicewearetogether..

2008-07-31T02:18:00.000-07:00

ROAR!
today was pratical exam.
i was like so nervous.
please let me pass with flying colours!
n i ws so kiasu i tried the same experiment 3 times!
make until i got no time in the end n had to chiong.
hmm.
thn we went to eat macs thn go back to sch for amaths.
hahs sad thing was that everytink the tcher said din wnt into my mind.

why isit whenever im feeling down,
i try to put on a smile?
......
......
......

i feel like crying at times.
when will i learn to control my emotions.
i wished i was a little more stronger.
at least i will not cry.

i searched for you.
u just disappeared.
bt when i found you,
i cried.
god what the hell is happening to me.
why do i feel so empty?
when i try to shift my attention,
i get distracted.
n there's only 3 more days to exams.
i dowan to get hurt anymore,
no,i dont want the same story to repeat again
not only i dont trust you,
i dont trust myself anymore.
so tell me,
what is gona patch back that scar you've left on me?
what is going to make that scar dissapear?:(

i should just continue to roar all the way.
ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.
ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.
ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.

2008-07-28T05:34:00.000-07:00

ahhh,,im crazy today.
here's my fav song of the day:
i love you,
you love me,
we are happy family,
with a great big hug,
& a kiss from me to you,
won't you say u love me too?:DDD
okay,
today changed seat n sat wid wz.
n we crapped alot about magnetic lipstick n *********.
haha
crazy ppl.
alot of things happen but im so lazy to describe bout it so yeah.
im gona censor almost evrything.
hahas
hmms,
i realise this life is full of surprises.
u'll never know what happens in a minute.
but i learnt a very important lesson yesterday.
i just learnt how to cherish those ppl arnd me bahs.
cus they are whom will be arnd u whn u're really lost.
n who will guide u to the right way :D

i don't know what to say to you.
i don't know if i should even talk to you.
i just wish i could avoid you,
perhaps forever.
haix.
i duno why
for whatever you do,
i few bad.
i don't know what you've been telling people about me.
i don't know what you're taking me as.
& last but not least,
i don't wish to know.
i just feel you're telling me all the good things in front of me.
& behind,
you're stabbing me with a knife.
yeah,
thats what i view of you now.
i don't care what others think
they can choose what to believe bah.
im so sick n tired of tis.
that if anyone give me craps about how i've wronged you,
im gona tell them to f*** off . :/
PISSED!

yawns.
okay,bye.

2008-07-25T05:48:00.000-07:00

boom!!!!!!!!!!!!
im back!
hahas stinks now lor,haven bath.=xxxx
okay i swear aft i write tis im gonna bath.
hahas
hmms,
my dnt is super slow!!!!
im still stuck with my folio cans.
n im supposed to pass up by monday.
i got like until monday to pass up.
so die!
hahas
hmm,
2dae was alryt bahs.
nothing happened that spoilt my mood.
eng mock test was like damn hard cans.
duno what,
alot of explain in your own words
n those super chim words.
the passage damn hard to understand also.
i needed to read two times to understand lor.
anw being random,,
mariah carey has got a super beautiful voice!!!
awww,wished i had a voice like hers.
i mean ya she could be older now,
but she's still got a nice voice!
haha
hmms today weizhen came with me n pris bah.
her hp crazy one.
keep offing.
hahas thats y i prefer nokia phone.
nokia phone are made in a way u keep throwing it on the floor it dun die so easily.
my hp duno drop how many times liao still haven die.
i wan change hp lor,
my hp so old liao.
its even got my smell=.=
anws,
aft sch,
wnt with weizhen & i send her off.
thn w8 for pris.
so bored.
i din wan to go home alone.
so yeah,
pris n me wnt to macs.
she was studying.
tmr got dnt test,
jyjy!
i losted alot of primary sch friends contact lor,
heng found back some of them.
uhh,abit pathetic.
haha
me & my big mouth.
i said sth i shudnt have said.
arh.
wished i had shutup sia.
anw,over liao n tt poor guy heard what i said =xx
hahas
okay tts all bout my day,
bye!

2008-07-24T04:52:00.001-07:00

i've losed so horribly,
so yeah.
im feeling sort of depressed.
i hate emoing.
but stuffs like tis,
im weak at handling stuffs like tis.
crapcrapcrap.
im feeling so messed up now.
n inside im asking,
what the hell are you tinking & doing?!
stop being stupid!
but its no use lying to myself,
i've just losed.so,happy now?argh!
no matter what isit in evrything,
i seem to lose in evrything.
when will i start to winning?
i dun see the light.
i dun see what i've done to deserve all tis shit.
so clear out man!
its so not worth it,not worth it!
so dump all tis rubbish.
& be happy!!!
hah..finished venting.
so yup,
im feeling beta :))

imstillinlovewith.you

2008-07-05T20:15:00.000-07:00

yawns,
just woke up at like 10plus
thn wnt down to eat roti prata
hmms,
feeling abit disappionted bt yeah its true n i'll knw wt to do nw bahs :D
"whn we have stead we'll wish for a break,but whn we are single,we'll wish we have one sweet and hamsome guy by our side"
tis is me n pris's agreement!!!
so well yeah my brain's gona flip soon.
beta use it for beta purpose like studying!!!
tmr im going out w deb wq wz jess sakshi estee & all,,,c ya!
hmms okays,
tink tts all bahs.
g00d bye :)

&so,fatedecrees...damnit.

2008-07-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

im back!
feeling damn happy lor,
today i finished my dnt artifact!yay!!!:DDDD
& so im crazy,
yeah i agree.
yawns feeling tired.
tmr still nd to go to sch so yeah,
bb!!!;DDDDD

freakingmonster!pukes

2008-06-28T01:13:00.000-07:00

foo!
im back!
hahas munching on a mini ruffles pack now(fattening!!!@.@)
must jian fei le!
had tuition jz now & just as tcher was teaching my hp rang
(wakeupwakeupwakeupwakeup!<=my ringtone specially recorded by my brother ;D)
& the funny ting was,
instead of getting angry,
my tuition tcher was amused! ==
haha thn aft lsn he ask me to send him the tone.OMG PIGGY BRO!
you're FAMOUS!
haha
btw,i cant w8 to get like new hp!!!
quick come july!!!
lols
dad mum n bro's out s im secretly using the comp bah
lata i off b4 they come hm n b a gd girl studying =xx
hehe
okays,nth much to say now,
gona get a coffee,byes!

its so hard to say goodbye.

2008-06-27T07:50:00.000-07:00

boo!
2dae ws a crappy dae.
just washed my face with facial cream wich sumhow made the skin arnd my eyes tight
=.=
so here i w horrible wide eyes.hahas ><
okay,the starting of the crap begin in e morning whn the alarm rang
so i reached & shut off the alarm thn slp..
thn woke up late liao.
& ended up taking a freaking cab from the inter which caused me like $6.50?!?!?!
C.H.E.A.T!
but the worse one is one lady cab driver purposely drive pass the lane i wanted to drop n thn had to make one big round.
& that cab fare was a happy $8.60 plus 2hrs late detention ==
so beware!lady cab drivers are scheming!!!=xx
anw,reached sch jz so on time &
class was as noisy as usual when i wnt in.
btw mrs yeap v lame lor
she go stand at door w8 4 all latecomers to come in & check their late slip ==
lols
recess was tomato day!
cause evryone was blushing,hoho
:DDDDDDDDDDD
& the winner is: WEIZHEN!
her whole face red like hell lor,
i stare at her thn i kp laffing =xxx
so nxt we had eng & amaths.
& end of sch!not.
wenqing,jess,sakshi & me whn to eat at canteen
& it so happened we were sitting bside tuanboon & gang.
& thn while we were eating happily,
we heard jinghan singing(seriously he sing damn loud can)
we stared at him & he still singing!(there were still many ppl at the canteen)
so damn hilarious sia
& so i did my dnt
hmm thanks to bryan who helped me in sanding and polishing my pieces,
i managed to complete 24 mini pieces of acrylic :DDD
but i din help him much bahs,
i oni help hm polish 2 acrylic.but still got scratches bah
okay, thn im left with one more part before i fixed everything up ;D
jiayoujiayou!
i left dnt rm at 7plus bah
& found out ms kwek was ex bbl player?
EX-BBL PLAYER!!!!(unbelievable)
& so she wnt bbl court & played w e guys while we watched for awhile.
she play not bad seh :))
s whn hm lata n ate french fries,vegetables & peppery chicken.
okay im tired le, good nite evry1!!!

2008-06-25T01:47:00.000-07:00

roar! :D