Thursday, July 31, 2008

ROAR!
today was pratical exam.
i was like so nervous.
please let me pass with flying colours!
n i ws so kiasu i tried the same experiment 3 times!
make until i got no time in the end n had to chiong.
hmm.
thn we went to eat macs thn go back to sch for amaths.
hahs sad thing was that everytink the tcher said din wnt into my mind.

why isit whenever im feeling down,
i try to put on a smile?
......
......
......

i feel like crying at times.
when will i learn to control my emotions.
i wished i was a little more stronger.
at least i will not cry.

i searched for you.
u just disappeared.
bt when i found you,
i cried.
god what the hell is happening to me.
why do i feel so empty?
when i try to shift my attention,
i get distracted.
n there's only 3 more days to exams.
i dowan to get hurt anymore,
no,i dont want the same story to repeat again
not only i dont trust you,
i dont trust myself anymore.
so tell me,
what is gona patch back that scar you've left on me?
what is going to make that scar dissapear?:(

i should just continue to roar all the way.
ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.
ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.
ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.ROAR.


Monday, July 28, 2008

ahhh,,im crazy today.
here's my fav song of the day:
i love you,
you love me,
we are happy family,
with a great big hug,
& a kiss from me to you,
won't you say u love me too?:DDD
okay,
today changed seat n sat wid wz.
n we crapped alot about magnetic lipstick n *********.
haha
crazy ppl.
alot of things happen but im so lazy to describe bout it so yeah.
im gona censor almost evrything.
hahas
hmms,
i realise this life is full of surprises.
u'll never know what happens in a minute.
but i learnt a very important lesson yesterday.
i just learnt how to cherish those ppl arnd me bahs.
cus they are whom will be arnd u whn u're really lost.
n who will guide u to the right way :D

i don't know what to say to you.
i don't know if i should even talk to you.
i just wish i could avoid you,
perhaps forever.
haix.
i duno why
for whatever you do,
i few bad.
i don't know what you've been telling people about me.
i don't know what you're taking me as.
& last but not least,
i don't wish to know.
i just feel you're telling me all the good things in front of me.
& behind,
you're stabbing me with a knife.
yeah,
thats what i view of you now.
i don't care what others think
they can choose what to believe bah.
im so sick n tired of tis.
that if anyone give me craps about how i've wronged you,
im gona tell them to f*** off . :/
PISSED!

yawns.
okay,bye.


Friday, July 25, 2008

boom!!!!!!!!!!!!
im back!
hahas stinks now lor,haven bath.=xxxx
okay i swear aft i write tis im gonna bath.
hahas
hmms,
my dnt is super slow!!!!
im still stuck with my folio cans.
n im supposed to pass up by monday.
i got like until monday to pass up.
so die!
hahas
hmm,
2dae was alryt bahs.
nothing happened that spoilt my mood.
eng mock test was like damn hard cans.
duno what,
alot of explain in your own words
n those super chim words.
the passage damn hard to understand also.
i needed to read two times to understand lor.
anw being random,,
mariah carey has got a super beautiful voice!!!
awww,wished i had a voice like hers.
i mean ya she could be older now,
but she's still got a nice voice!
haha
hmms today weizhen came with me n pris bah.
her hp crazy one.
keep offing.
hahas thats y i prefer nokia phone.
nokia phone are made in a way u keep throwing it on the floor it dun die so easily.
my hp duno drop how many times liao still haven die.
i wan change hp lor,
my hp so old liao.
its even got my smell=.=
anws,
aft sch,
wnt with weizhen & i send her off.
thn w8 for pris.
so bored.
i din wan to go home alone.
so yeah,
pris n me wnt to macs.
she was studying.
tmr got dnt test,
jyjy!
i losted alot of primary sch friends contact lor,
heng found back some of them.
uhh,abit pathetic.
haha
me & my big mouth.
i said sth i shudnt have said.
arh.
wished i had shutup sia.
anw,over liao n tt poor guy heard what i said =xx
hahas
okay tts all bout my day,
bye!


Thursday, July 24, 2008

i've losed so horribly,
so yeah.
im feeling sort of depressed.
i hate emoing.
but stuffs like tis,
im weak at handling stuffs like tis.
crapcrapcrap.
im feeling so messed up now.
n inside im asking,
what the hell are you tinking & doing?!
stop being stupid!
but its no use lying to myself,
i've just losed.so,happy now?argh!
no matter what isit in evrything,
i seem to lose in evrything.
when will i start to winning?
i dun see the light.
i dun see what i've done to deserve all tis shit.
so clear out man!
its so not worth it,not worth it!
so dump all tis rubbish.
& be happy!!!
hah..finished venting.
so yup,
im feeling beta :))

imstillinlovewith.you


Saturday, July 5, 2008

yawns,
just woke up at like 10plus
thn wnt down to eat roti prata
hmms,
feeling abit disappionted bt yeah its true n i'll knw wt to do nw bahs :D
"whn we have stead we'll wish for a break,but whn we are single,we'll wish we have one sweet and hamsome guy by our side"
tis is me n pris's agreement!!!
so well yeah my brain's gona flip soon.
beta use it for beta purpose like studying!!!
tmr im going out w deb wq wz jess sakshi estee & all,,,c ya!
hmms okays,
tink tts all bahs.
g00d bye :)

&so,fatedecrees...damnit.


Friday, July 4, 2008

im back!
feeling damn happy lor,
today i finished my dnt artifact!yay!!!:DDDD
& so im crazy,
yeah i agree.
yawns feeling tired.
tmr still nd to go to sch so yeah,
bb!!!;DDDDD

freakingmonster!pukes
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