Thursday, March 11, 2010

imperfections of life.
i could never understand why life is such a tragic story for others.
maybe when i grow older i will understand what is life?
everyone tells me that when i grow up and become part of the world to fight and survive,
i have to tolerate.
even if the person is a downright asshole.
tell me,
how am i going to do that?
judging from the fact that i get peeved by the merest unfairness in life.
imagine,
we are all living in a world depending on each other to survive.
why is it that some people will not hesistate to kill everyone to get to their goal?
why?
maybe if we isolate them they will understand.
like what Marc said,
space can do miracles.
and now i am applying it.
i cant understand will some people just enjoy watching others suffer.
have they ever thought of how it feels like to be in their shoes?
maybe it would be better if the rich lived as a poor for one day,
a man lived in a woman's clothes for one day,
a boss becomes the worker for one day.
maybe then they will understand.
and everyone will be much nicer to each other.
& highlighting the issue of abuse case.
i had a friend told me about one of her friend being hit by her bf.
they argue and he just went wham!
then the girl ran off.
my friend told me that they were always like that
when they played they played very rough too.
and then the girl went back to him.
what is this?
what is the meaning of this?
1st thing,a couple should show respect for each other.
when playing,
don't go overboard.
maybe the guy thought that it was ok and fun to hit the girl that is why he made it a habit.
so that is also why as a couple,
they MUST draw a line.
2nd thing, no matter what in a relationship a girl always loses out.
if you know what i mean.
but girl,
you must be strong and firm in your decision.
if a guy really loves you,
he would NEVER EVER hit you.
face up to reality.
in such cases,
chances of having a healthy relationship is OVER.
i know its hard to leave someone you love.
but look.
if he could even abuse you when you are gf bf relationship,
it would be worse in future!
and even if you don't think about yourself,
think of your kids in future.
do they deserve to live an abusive life?
because if my parents do that to me,
when i grow up i will definitely disown them.
i'm sorry,
but i am being honest.
no matter what i say its still your choice ba.
just hope i can make a teeny weeny difference by posting this and making people aware of this case.
oh ya and i loved victoria's post on anorexia and bullemia on her site(you can scroll and look at her blog if you want)
for people who want to be skinny by not eating,
think again :)
met fatty and had dinner at his house just now.
i know he's tired,
but he still spend effort to sent me home.
thats so sweet of you darling :)
love you!!!
okay bye.

if i keep calling out your name will you appear?


Tuesday, March 9, 2010

i feel like i'm being stalked.
why is it that anonymous ppl keep appearing and i dont have a clue of who they are?
shit.
i need security.
again,i repeat AGAIN
if you dont know me,
don't judge.
:)
love my cute little fatty.
he still sleeping as usual :D

when will i get a ring from him?



i've got a strong sense that i am so gonna be a blogger again.
because recently,
i have been enjoying blogging indeed.
& where have the cuiyun gone after nagging at me to blog more often?
she have faded away......
hahahaha :D
i bought bbt home today.
i love bbt.
if i am given a choice i would go there everyday :)
my p1 critique 4 has just gone past.
yet why am i feeling more depressed?
the relevation of the major loading of workload piles is enough to drive me through the ground.
god.i really dread reality.
where have all the nice people gone?
my perception is starting to change on you.
will it hurt to just be nicer?
i hate that you are so false.
i hate to look at that pathetic smile on your face when you are ready to stab at others when their back is turned.
tell me,
can you be real to yourself?
stop being such a bitch.
i mean,
its okay to be mean if you admit it.
but dont try to act nice or what.
no one will think that way.
& evryone knows that they don't like you.
all except for you :)
anws,miss my darling alot.
my computer is causing me alot of problems recently.
thank god i had my super dad to help me fix the prob.
i am stressed.
i am tired.
i am worried.
i know that causes me to be an 8 headed monster who blows fire everywhere.
i will try to control my temper alright?
bear with me a little longer :D
darling almost got fined by traffic police ysd.
he had already got a fine -.-
that made me wonder,
are police organising a crackdown on illegal parking?
just to inform you to be more careful if you are driving.
there are traffic police everywhere.
& they come & go like the wind.
baby, i am such a lucky girl you know?
when you give me a sweet good night message every night you make me recall all the sweet times we've got.
i could never bear to leave you.
& yes, in my heart YOU are the most hamesome guy ever.
cause the rest will just fade behind you no matter what :D
sat wz and gangs are going to the gym!!!
she mentioned the need to burn fats
and that applies to ME
i pray i am free on that day so i can go too.
guess what?
i have never gone to a gym at all.
and i am serious.
dont gape,
your saliva is dripping already.
hello?!LOL
i miss jasmine and sy.
this year would be our 18 birthday!!!
yes!finally an adult!
i am planning to host a chalet.
still planning.
lets see my budget 1st :D
i love life.show me more colours and i will make your day :D

how could i ever live without you?


Saturday, March 6, 2010

am i flying a dream know?
everything seemed so perfect that it has became surreal.
my life is revolving around one person and unknowingly i have already fallen ever so deeply for him.
tell me my choice isn't wrong because i don't know if i can survive anymore when this dream is taken away from me.
tell me that in life miracles still do happen.they really do.
because once i lose that faith i'd most probably never believe in fairytales anymore.
like anyone who has been hurt again & again looking for his/her ideal partner,
i'd end up like a sober adult living in reality where fairytales DONT come true and our life has only sorrow and hurt to look about.
boy, i love you alot.
prove to me your worth :)


Thursday, March 4, 2010

hey guys!i just changed my blogskin.
urgh the previous one sucks and i know my picture sucks.
but bear with it and i will try to take more nicer pics to replace this ok?
haha
i have changed my song to once upon a broken heart by the beu sisters.
the song is sweet so listen ok?
i have also changed darling's name to congcong!yay from today onwards you will be called congcong!hahahahaha (cong means worm) i think i got my inspiration from maworm!hahaha :D
hmm, p1 is dangerous!it is killing people and causing them to be more stressed and upset easily :(
i love congcong x3
good night.

i never believed in fairytales until the day you came my way :D
the princess ♥


" i was born on n0vember
i am a sagittarius x=>
i can be y0ur ang3l or ur your worst nightmare. ;))
i would d3scribe mys3lf as a crazy girl. :D
i do not p0rtray thin as a form of beauty.to me being moderate is the prettiest. :DD
i believe in miracles & fairytales.
i think that life is beautiful
i feel that family & friends should be cherished.
i cannot live without air & water
i am temperamental
i love takopachi :DD
i am currently attached to MR goh zhao wei ;))"


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