Wednesday, October 7, 2009

and here today,i feel like blogging again :)
you know sometimes i really feel veryvery fortunate to yong you something that cannot be brought by money.
was pondering in the toilet just now,
a sudden flashback to memories that passed so quickly.
ahh,stupid.sometimes life can be so infuriating.
before you could even blink an eye,
things have already changed,
people have already gone,
time,itself,have already clocked the beginning of another day which could not be reversed again.
but i am happy that i have never stopped believing in miracles.
because everyday,will appear something that will never fail to amaze me.
darling,friends,family,people who care.
when i look at them,
the first thing that cross my mind is,
hey,why do you treat me good?
i did not save ur life nor do you owe me anything.
so why,go to the expense?
tell me,does this word unconditional exists?
this 16 years of my life have been fruitful.
to believe in something,
you must first experience it urself.
unconditional,is what my family gave me,caring for me,loving me,protecting me.
unconditional,is how your friends bring a smile on ur face,why put in the effort?
unconditional,is how opposite attracts and yet based on what condition should you put my life as more important than yours?
unconditional is a miracle.
yet undoubtly possible to me because i ever experienced it.
and to those people who made my life such a joy, i salute u.
you will always have my respect.
i will never let you down because i will live my life to the fullest.
and naturally comes the happiness.
yet unfortunately,
some happiness comes with a condition.
to me,it is not considered true happiness because it doesnt comes from the heart.
tell me,why do we always have to expect people to return good deeds we have done?
only whn it really comes from the heart then it will be valid.
why must we always force happiness on ourselves at the expense of others?
haix.
this world is just so unpredictable.*sulk
was wondering on how i have matured over the years.
my love life was never that easy.
people like me who only know how to heng chong zhi zhuang is only asking for disaster.
however,there is one sentence that i find very meaningful,
never stop loving no matter how many times you fall,because one day,you will finally find a true love. :)
in short,it means never give up!
to nicholas lee:thank you for helping me mature.even though we were never meant to be a pair,im glad you helped me find my now irreplacable MR Goh Zhao Wei :D
and stupid goh fatty,
even though we started as idiots who kept argueing and stepping on each other's legs plus loads of stupid pranks i shall not name =.= i have never regretted one moment of being WITH you.because it was so enjoyable having clashes with you :D haha!you have never let me down.
although you always act tough,there are kind of times where you sort of leak out ur weak side which is quite cute actually.haha :D looking at our character and stuffs,we might be two worlds apart,but i did not look at u with a different eye at all. to me,you are and will always be the idiot i love.haha!:D when you see this message i guess you'll be half happy and fuming ba.
im really really happy you will fall for this idiot who
1)dont really like bathing*seriously
2)have a hot temper
3)gets angry and jealous quite easily on sensitive topics :D
4)evil bully *never judge a book by its cover~!
5)lazy
6)stubborn
7,8,9,10......100......200......never ending.haha
although im not perfect,my guarentee to you is that i never take relationship as a game so i will put my all inside it!!!hehehe
okay now people,once you get so irritated by this mushy stuffs that you have went to vomit and is now very glad this conversation have ended,i would like to say good night!hehe sweet dreams!!!^^
you are now in my claws!beware!!!bwahahahaha!:D
the princess ♥


" i was born on n0vember
i am a sagittarius x=>
i can be y0ur ang3l or ur your worst nightmare. ;))
i would d3scribe mys3lf as a crazy girl. :D
i do not p0rtray thin as a form of beauty.to me being moderate is the prettiest. :DD
i believe in miracles & fairytales.
i think that life is beautiful
i feel that family & friends should be cherished.
i cannot live without air & water
i am temperamental
i love takopachi :DD
i am currently attached to MR goh zhao wei ;))"


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