Friday, August 22, 2008

its been four days since i last blogged

i dont know if im like suffering from a serious mental sickness or some totally incurable brain disease..
my mind keeps going back to the past
when i want to hold the things beside me to myself the more it seems to slip off my finger.
i seriously dont know if what im doing is right anymore.
i dont feel happy when everyday i go home & see tear-strickened face.
i dont feel happy when i realise that the person i've been living with for like ten over years in my life is suddenly gone
i dont feel happy that the person who used to bring me to school,wait outside the toilet when i bathe too long or nag or even ask me if i have eaten almost everyday is suddenly missing from my life
i dont feel happy when the house suddenly seems so empty
i dont feel happy when i realise that everyone else is trying to be strong & live their life but normal but here am i still lamenting in the past.
& so i tell myself,
please be strong.

anyways,
im glad i managed to like scrap through the exams.
haix.
o lvl is coming in one month's time.
& this results are not going to get me anywhere :(

now for some self reflection.
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done!

haha =.=
gona sleep.
bye!

i am the author of my life.unfortunately,i am writing in pen & i can't erase my mistakes :(
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