Monday, August 10, 2009

hello people!
this is one rare occasion where you will see me blog two times in a day!
congratulations!haha lame..
anws,im so happy!
guess what?
my 'always have been low profile' boyfriend have posted something on his msn that i have never expected!

i wan to walk with you till the end of my life.

hoho,seriously,when i first looked at it,i thought i was talking to the wrong person.
so i checked the email again and tadah!its real!haha guess things get really weird when you start to see a guy mature.i mean,its like probably a shock for me since 4yrs plus of my life i have never seen him putting this kind of nic before?oh god.im gonna faint.haha anws,lets stop my sarcarsm and get on with the topic.

hmm,as i was looking for pictures just now, i went through some freaking hilarious pictures.there were some pictures of me trying to look nice,some pictures of me trying to find the correct angle to smile.my god,you could have laughed your ass out if you had seen those pictures.i seriously could pass off as a retard.haha so this pictures share not be divulged to you all,sadly :D
then i went through some photos that brought back memories..do you guys still keep your ex or ex crush's photo?it doesnt seems to hold much importance to me now whether i have them or not(remembering the times where i'd just drool over their pics and stuff*im kidding)hmm..but somehow deleting them would be a pity also,thus temporary i've decided to keep them.i still recall how i got the 1st photo of my stead.we decided to exchange photos.until now,i still could not understand why i agree to take a retarded photo to give him.urgh*extreme disgust with myself.to those who are currently having a crush,how heavily crushed to him are you?maybe just like?or those who go to the extreme to digging his table after sch and checking all his friend's photo just to get a picture of him?huhhuh..as for me,i will not tell you!bleah =p imagine there's this guy whom you really really love.you are presented with a chance to go overseas to get a degree for 5 years.this degree can make a huge difference to your life.would you temporary put aside your guy and go for the degree,or would you give up everythink for his sake?i admit, its very hard to make a decision because the 5 yrs apart is a very long time.anything could happen.but always remember that if a guy really loves you,he would not stop you,but motivate you to go and study.because this way,he is thinking for you.and imagine,if you could tolerate 5 yrs of time to be together,your feelings are strong and tough.it would not be easily broken. :D
now recently i admit i having been slacking alot.i actually found myself reading people's blog instead.oh god. D: on to the topic of homework.when i started printing,for now reason i started to blank off.help!pull my concerntration back to studies!now on to a very typical topic on fat.what do you call fat?excess meat?yes thats me.i've been growing fats out of my body.and yes,im currently in a foul mood over excess fats.so do not disturb me.i repeat,DO NOT DISTURB ME!oh ya and nicole,you are so thin!not fat can!i wanna exchange my body for yours :(

ok,on with my work!bye!:D

'we find beauty not in the thing itself but in the patterns of shadows, the light and the darkness, that one thing against another creates' Tanizaki
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i believe in miracles & fairytales.
i think that life is beautiful
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i cannot live without air & water
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