Wednesday, July 28, 2010

i still feel empty in my heart.
its almost suicidal.
there's so many people around me,
i just don't know who to trust.
so many who backstab,
so many who conclude you for who you are not,
so many who view you in perceptions.
i don't know who is good or bad.
i just don't want to land myself in misery.
however,
being a loner hurts in someway too.
you just feel damn quiet you only hear your voice.
i refuse to let anyone in.
i refuse to share.
because i've been hurt so many times.
everytime i see someone,
i wonder if the person is one of the three i mentioned above.
i suspect
i keep my distance.
i isolate myself.
now im alone.
no matter how much i cry.
no one will hear me.
now let me answer to myself at least.
if i am going to do the same,
will i be able to look in their face not feeling guilty?
will you?
if you can do this,
you are inhuman.
there's only one word to describe you.
so i tell myself.
im not gonna be like them and sink to their level
i can live by myself.
i cry but i stand.
im afraid but everyday i hold my step.
i tell myself,
i will be strong one day.
watch me,
watch me grow.
i will not fall.

the path in front seemed so empty and far ahead.
the princess ♥


" i was born on n0vember
i am a sagittarius x=>
i can be y0ur ang3l or ur your worst nightmare. ;))
i would d3scribe mys3lf as a crazy girl. :D
i do not p0rtray thin as a form of beauty.to me being moderate is the prettiest. :DD
i believe in miracles & fairytales.
i think that life is beautiful
i feel that family & friends should be cherished.
i cannot live without air & water
i am temperamental
i love takopachi :DD
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